Arrgghh!!Tats precisely wat I did when Ms Goy told me tt I've passed my Maths.I was indeed looking forward to seeing my maths results first as I've been practising lots of exercises.But too bad it didnt last for long as I'm TOO UPSET OVER MY DNT RESULTS tat eventually I started crying.I'm putting my heart n soul on dis subj but it didnt turn out to b like wat I wanted.De encouragement tt my dear teachers n fellow peers gave me tat made me change my mind about dropping de subj as I've definitely NO INTEREST in it AT ALL.I've been staying out late at nite juz for dnt and spending almost evry schooling hours on dnt as mr Lee said tat we cud easily get A1 for dis particular subj.BUT WAT!!

Mum called to find out how I did.When I told her how I did,De first thing she said is tt"Kau masuk ITE?"Harapan terus hancur sey..I've already expected tat my sis will do better den me.No surprise at all.

Nx conversation wif Father.
F:mcm mane result
M:boleh la tapi kak shirah dpt point lagik tinggi
F:Aik?Fifi kn express.Mcm mane kak shirah leh dpt lagik tinggi?
M:(at tt point of time,I was mum)Kite ambik laen2 subj.(its true okae)
F:Boleh ambik laen2 subj ke?
M:boleh(in my heart,tk pecaye ke?)

Actually,wat I'm unhappy about is I didnt get any CCA points being minus off!!Its definitely NOT FAIR.I've been cuming to training frequently and I tried my bez to commit to ncc though I think dere's biasness happening.Some cud even get 5 points being minus off due to cca purposes!!Juz as easy as 123!!Dun even bother about studying okey..I accept evrything dgn lapang dada la.Wat else can I do?

But hey!!I'm lucky to hav a fren like Haqim,Danial n Bahrom.They were like giving me support la.I REALLY needed it.Thx guyz!!Take dis as an example so tat u guyz will work hard for ur Os aitez..Will support u guyz all de wae..yeah!!And not forgetting my dear Gfs la whom had given me support too!!

For those frens of mine whom didnt make it to polytechnic,dun be disheartened aitez?Its not de end of ur education life.Let dis b a lesson n nvr ever being repeated again..

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