Diyana texted me during lunch time but we didnt get to meet at any point of the dae. How I wished tt she was there wif me. Miss her sey. Juz wanna attend the camp together wif her. &&& I miss Ain too. I wanna bring up dis point also la since Im talking bout it now too. When you gerlz keep saying tt u miss me, Im touched la but sorie to sae tt when we actually meet up to let go of all the misses, I actually dun feel tt u gerlz like kinda miss me too. It cud juz be a feeling of mine but I wudnt be saying all this w/o any reason rite.

I've talked to Diyana bout dis already & she agreed to something tt I said which is 'I dun mind even if u were to bring Hilmi along while going out wif me but can it juz be on normal occasion where u dun say tt u miss me coz when u actually saisd tt u miss me, I was like kind of expecting tt u'll be giving more of ur attention to me. This goes the same to u too Ain. U were kind of busy msging Hilmi when we went out tt dae. I noe tt there's some prob happening btw the 2 of u but juz dun forget tt I've like no one to talk to. Dun wanna disturb Ain at dis moment of time as she's preparing for her big O's. The nx time if we were to go out, juz make it a normal dae outing so tt I dun feel as if 'left out'.

I prefered receiving those sweet frenship msges of u gerlz rather than having a dae out due to'misses'. To me, something small really means ALOT to me. Those msges tt u gerlz send may seem very small to the eye BUT it definitely create an impact on me. I appreciate little2 things tt u gerlz did. We dun necessarily have to meet up to let go of those 'misses'. We may seem far physically BUT we're definitely close at heart rite? I wudnt even want to steal anything frm u gerlz NOT even ur time. Wat I've received frm u gerlz is enough for me. I dun need any special treatment or wat la. &&& Im not saying all these due to jealousy okey. Dun think of me like tt k.. Sorie if wateva I've said like kinda hurt any party. I've no other intention other than letting u gerlz noe how I actually feel.

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