30011991
An ex Bartleyan
3.1 ELN(networking) student studying in Tp
01111988
An ex Siglapian
Former IFC student in Tp
Currently serving NS
3 SINGAPORE GUARDS BATTALION
@ 11:15:00 PM
There's good news & bad news to be shared. So, which one shud I start wif? Well, I think tt ppl will surely go for the good news first rite? So, here it goes...
My comp's internet connection is back!! Credits shud go to me as sumhow I've managed to getb in back in again. && tt means tt I wun have to rely on using my sis's laptop & sch's comp again. =D
Another good news to be said is tt I've had some additional marks added to my DFund1 tests paper!! Luckily I total-ed up my marks & realised tt there's some calculation error. So frm 84/100, it became 88/100. It does make a difference rite? So, the moral of the story is to count ur marks properly. Hu noes whether you cud have actually gotten additional marks like me. Haha!!
The bad news is tt I didnt get to use the free access lab. Lotz of other students didnt get to use it also as it is fully packed. Since lab tests is coming, tt explains the reason why the lab is fully packed.
Received a sudden call from my careperson, Mr Arul at bout 4.30pm. He told me tt I've not submitted my CDS. Im shocked to hear tt!! I've actually submitted it on Sat afternoon & it is stated tt I've not submitted it. The subject selection is closed at 5pm todae & Im left wif onli half an hour to go. I cant possibly do it online straight away as Im not at home or in sch at tt point of time. Worse come to worse, I'll be selecting my CDS on the first dae of Oct when sch re-opens. There will not be a wide range of CDS to choose frm as compared to de previous. I can juz sae GOODBYE TOURISM!!
Labels: good and bad news
@ 11:52:00 PM
Tests results were out. Guess. Guess. Guess. How'd you think I've done??
Let me tell you this:
I'VE DONE WELL!! YEAH!!
The feeling is like soooo enjoyable :D My time spent studying have not gone to waste. I juz feel like sharing my results.
CKT-94/100
DFund1-84/100
EMaths1-86/100
I've never achieved such results before during my sec sch daes. I actually feel scared juz now upon hearing that those who failed 2 subjs will have to meet up with CM(course manager). I dun wanna belong there. I've had enough of being under the principal's name list of those students whom had low performances in their studies for sec sch. Lab tests nx week. Oh oh!! Tt sends shivers down my spine. I depend more on my theory as I'm weak in my labs. Looks like labs's impt too. Gonna go to the free access lab for last few practices before I tactually take the real lab tests. Plz be kind to me mr lab tests. Haha!!
Btw, I've asked him de qn tt I've been wanting to ask. I gave him an option to choose. & guess wat? He chooses BOTH. When I told him to choose again, he mingle ard with the words. He did choose an option but den tt option tt he chooses consists of BOTH the words I wanna him to choose. I pharaphrase de qn & told him tt I badly wanna noe de ans. Dis time round, he changed the option tt he has chosen before & it amazed me!! Im touched by de reason he gave bout choosing tt option. You've answered my doubts. THX LOTSA FREN!!
Before I've forgotten: HAPIE 17TH BIRTHDAE TO ZAFIZZUDIN!!
Labels: term tests results
@ 9:22:00 AM
I've had my fringe cut MYSELF. Been wanting to have it cut like tt since ages ago but den its been disapprove by someone.So, since tt someone is no longer wif me, I'll juz do it my own wae. This is how I look like:
Tts all I've gotta sae. Will be adding some new things to my blog to make it look more nicer I think. Hehe. So, smiles!!
Labels: new fringe
@ 2:50:00 AM
Noe me for hu I am. I dun believe anione hu claims tt he/she noes me well. NONE. Precisely due to de fact tt I dun noe myself well either. So, how can anione noes me better den myself? Lotsa probs tt I've encountered recently. && its driving me nuts.
Wads wif my health condition nowadaes? I'm fine at some time & sick at some time. Its unexpected. Wif dis kind of health condition, evrything seems to be diff. Probs.. Probs.. Probs seems to be getting close to me dae by dae. Usually wheneva I'm facing probs, de first person tt I'll go to will definitely be a guy named, Sufiandy Fahmi. He's de person tt I cud share my woes & hapiness wif. He's tt someone tt noes little2 things tt irritates me & tt cud brighten up tt dae of mine. He's heard my CRIES, LAUGHTERS, SCOLDINGS... but I dun think tt Im able to look him up like usual. I feel akward towards him suddenly. If not, I'll keep de prob to myself. If I really can't stand it animore, den I'll look for de GFs/liyana. You see, Im not open to 'sembarang org'. If I'm unable to share it anione else, I'm sorrie but dun force me.
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I apologised if I'm at mistake too. Its disturbing me. Thot tt de issue will end but NOPE. It started as early as primary sch followed by some miscommunication wif my ex & now wif a close bud of mine. De same issue. Same name mention. It had gotten nothing to do wif de person itself. Its just bout de name being mention. I'm still alrite wif it but somehow it gotten out of hand. Tired of it already. Gimme a break. I noticed tt I'm quite quiet nowadaes too. I'm tt type tt likes to make things kecohrable. My mouth will keep blabering some nonsensical stuffs. I'm keeping quiet to myself. Keeping quiet.. keeping quiet..
The person tt I miss the most is none other den........... MYSELF. I had a tasks on ma own now which is to find out hu is N_Z_L_H. Im sure to be able to find out hu she is & her name too. If I'm able to find out hu de other gerls before, den dis one shud not be an exemption. I'm finding her identity juz for the sake of finding. Not more den tt. Seems tt Im lotsa time rite? Ya, I've not started wif my EPT & wat subjs to select for CDS. Tts great.
Wads wif my health condition nowadaes? I'm fine at some time & sick at some time. Its unexpected. Wif dis kind of health condition, evrything seems to be diff. Probs.. Probs.. Probs seems to be getting close to me dae by dae. Usually wheneva I'm facing probs, de first person tt I'll go to will definitely be a guy named, Sufiandy Fahmi. He's de person tt I cud share my woes & hapiness wif. He's tt someone tt noes little2 things tt irritates me & tt cud brighten up tt dae of mine. He's heard my CRIES, LAUGHTERS, SCOLDINGS... but I dun think tt Im able to look him up like usual. I feel akward towards him suddenly. If not, I'll keep de prob to myself. If I really can't stand it animore, den I'll look for de GFs/liyana. You see, Im not open to 'sembarang org'. If I'm unable to share it anione else, I'm sorrie but dun force me.
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I apologised if I'm at mistake too. Its disturbing me. Thot tt de issue will end but NOPE. It started as early as primary sch followed by some miscommunication wif my ex & now wif a close bud of mine. De same issue. Same name mention. It had gotten nothing to do wif de person itself. Its just bout de name being mention. I'm still alrite wif it but somehow it gotten out of hand. Tired of it already. Gimme a break. I noticed tt I'm quite quiet nowadaes too. I'm tt type tt likes to make things kecohrable. My mouth will keep blabering some nonsensical stuffs. I'm keeping quiet to myself. Keeping quiet.. keeping quiet..
The person tt I miss the most is none other den........... MYSELF. I had a tasks on ma own now which is to find out hu is N_Z_L_H. Im sure to be able to find out hu she is & her name too. If I'm able to find out hu de other gerls before, den dis one shud not be an exemption. I'm finding her identity juz for the sake of finding. Not more den tt. Seems tt Im lotsa time rite? Ya, I've not started wif my EPT & wat subjs to select for CDS. Tts great.
To end it all, THERE'S YOU IN ME
Labels: I miz myself
@ 12:21:00 AM
Hapie belated birthdae to Muhd &&
Hapie advanced birthdae to Hafeez !!
Niwae, Im goin outta Spore later. So, for those hu wanna meet me, we'll meet on Mon aitez.
DUN MISS ME
(though I noe no one will eventually)
So yeah, tc ppl. U ppl are so gonna be missed by me.
Labels: going away
@ 5:09:00 PM
IGNORE BOUT THE PREVIOUS POST.
Not gonna delete it though. I also dun understand the reason as to why Im writing tt post. Due to boredom? Or I just wanna update some entries into my blog? Perharps I wasnt in a clear state of mind when Im writing tt particular post. Juz realised it juz now tt wateva Ive written down in tt post is DEFINITEY not worth the while.
Wats the use of thinking & hoping for someone when you noe tt they wun do the same. Instead they were thinking & hoping for someone else which is not you. Tts not the whole point. Why do people always treasure someone tt doesnt treasure them AT ALL. There's someone tt treasures them but they dun notice it. These people wud rather treasure the person tt've hurt them or is just toying wif their feelings. I dun understand their thinking mindset.
Talking bout relationship, both of my elder sis seems to be facing some probs in their reationship. Seeing dem in tt kind of condition, reminds me of my own condition. Im facing exactly wat their facing rite now, which is 1 & a half year's ago. Tt heart-ache of mine is heeling. Wat I want now is ppl to stop introducing me to some random guys. Im not desperate for guyz. Let me noe them on my own without any mismatching.
Im enjoying my single life. Dun wanna be attached for the time being. Enuf with having an ex. Dun wanna add animore value to tt number. At least Ive had the opportunity to experience wat it is like to be in a reationship. Ppl have been asking so, when's the next time tt Im getting myself attached?? Tts for me to noe & for u ppl to find out. Wateva it is, even if I get maself attached, I wun tell anione. So, u'll have to keep digging info frm me or frm dis blog. Hahas!!
Labels: ignore previous post
@ 11:10:00 PM
Nothing can express my feelings at tt veri point of time, REALLY. Instead of a veri big HI!! ,it turns out to be juz a simple hi. Eventhough I really wanted to greet him wit tt big HI!! ,I cant. The moment I alight at Tamp inter wif my classmates, I cud somehow recognised a yellow t-shirt guy sitting next to Ronald at the small mac. I made a slow approach towards him as I cud have mistaken him for another guy but it is DEFINITELY NOT!!! IT IS HIM!! Ive been thinking of him all this while & there he is, RIGHT INFRONT OF ME!!
I really feel like hugging him & telling him how much I miss you, boy, despite being in a public place. Since Hafeez went to the washroom, it gave me an opportunity to have a chat wif him. Thx feez =D. I started de conversation by asking him some qns. Its like a Q & A session. He did ask me some qns too la but not as much as I did. He is actually waiting for his biological mum to arrive. OH GOSH!! Its been ages since I met his mum. His mum is soo preety, tts de first impression tt I had of his mum when he first introduced me to her. He is meeting up wif his mum at TM?? Tt brings me back to de memories tt Ive once shared going out wif him & his mum at TM!! His mum accompanied me to look out for a birthdae gift for my 4th sibling. We had our early dinner at KFC & did some window-shop together. I miss those daes. How I wish tt I cud accompany him waiting for his mum as I wanna meet her too. I wanna join them. How I wish I cud~~~~~
I wanna have a longer chat wif him but I noe tt I cudnt. Tears cant wait to be flowing out frm my eyes. Am I happy for joy tt Im able to meet him though its just a mere coincidence or am I sad upon thinking bout de memories tt we once shared together? IDK. My classmates were trying to cheer me up & prevent me frm crying. Im trying my bez to hold on to my tears as it'll be a shame to actually cry in public for a reason tt I miss him. Why didnt I take a pic wif him juz now? Tt thot suddenly crossed my mind. I didnt have any photos taken wif him as its been deleted long time ago. Whats left is onli neoprints.
"The two of you doesnt seem to suit each other from appearances wise". Ive alwaes heard tt frm ppl. I received a diff opinion frm Larlene. She's de onli person so far tt doesnt say tt.
Niwae, tests over & Im holidae-ing!! Ive been looking forward to holidaes but somehow I noe tt my holidaes are going to be bored. Gonna put aside those books of mine for the time being.
Apa erti SAYANG?
S-ehati sejiwa
A-rah yang satu
Y-akin dan setia
A-ambil berat
N-iat yang suci
G-urau senda
Tt was sent to me by him some years ago.
Ive alwaes loved u boy, & will alwaes be
Labels: wat a mere coincidence
@ 1:31:00 AM
Its not gonna be a long post. Juz wanna sae tt I wun be blogging frequently as my comp's have no internet connection. If I do happen to blog, I wud be using de sch's comp or either my sis's laptop. I cant be using her laptop frequently. Tests is juz a few daes ahead, starting wif EMATH1, DFUND1 n lastly CKT. && after tt, Im off to my holidaes!!! yeah!! till den..
Labels: comp's having probs