Noe me for hu I am. I dun believe anione hu claims tt he/she noes me well. NONE. Precisely due to de fact tt I dun noe myself well either. So, how can anione noes me better den myself? Lotsa probs tt I've encountered recently. && its driving me nuts.

Wads wif my health condition nowadaes? I'm fine at some time & sick at some time. Its unexpected. Wif dis kind of health condition, evrything seems to be diff. Probs.. Probs.. Probs seems to be getting close to me dae by dae. Usually wheneva I'm facing probs, de first person tt I'll go to will definitely be a guy named, Sufiandy Fahmi. He's de person tt I cud share my woes & hapiness wif. He's tt someone tt noes little2 things tt irritates me & tt cud brighten up tt dae of mine. He's heard my CRIES, LAUGHTERS, SCOLDINGS... but I dun think tt Im able to look him up like usual. I feel akward towards him suddenly. If not, I'll keep de prob to myself. If I really can't stand it animore, den I'll look for de GFs/liyana. You see, Im not open to 'sembarang org'. If I'm unable to share it anione else, I'm sorrie but dun force me.

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I apologised if I'm at mistake too. Its disturbing me. Thot tt de issue will end but NOPE. It started as early as primary sch followed by some miscommunication wif my ex & now wif a close bud of mine. De same issue. Same name mention. It had gotten nothing to do wif de person itself. Its just bout de name being mention. I'm still alrite wif it but somehow it gotten out of hand. Tired of it already. Gimme a break. I noticed tt I'm quite quiet nowadaes too. I'm tt type tt likes to make things kecohrable. My mouth will keep blabering some nonsensical stuffs. I'm keeping quiet to myself. Keeping quiet.. keeping quiet..

The person tt I miss the most is none other den........... MYSELF. I had a tasks on ma own now which is to find out hu is N_Z_L_H. Im sure to be able to find out hu she is & her name too. If I'm able to find out hu de other gerls before, den dis one shud not be an exemption. I'm finding her identity juz for the sake of finding. Not more den tt. Seems tt Im lotsa time rite? Ya, I've not started wif my EPT & wat subjs to select for CDS. Tts great.