30011991
An ex Bartleyan
3.1 ELN(networking) student studying in Tp
01111988
An ex Siglapian
Former IFC student in Tp
Currently serving NS
3 SINGAPORE GUARDS BATTALION
@ 5:35:00 PM
Had PSPS presentation. 2nd presentation for de year. Goes fine. Did PCB Assignment but still not done yet. PCB is juz stressing me. I need someone to be standing dere by me && to be teaching me all de wae.. Mon's de dealine. Great. Tt goes to show tt I'll not be able to submit de assignment on time. 5 marks gonna be deducted evrydae for late submission. I cant possibly be doing on Mon as I'll end at 7pm. I'll be doing it on Tues or Wed I supposed??
Join in Fathin && Hafeez doing their PCB research at free access lab. Kene bully again. Haishh~~ Tk habis-habis. Suke tau dorang-dorang ni smue. De reason is bcoz: I dun wanna eat. Dey keep forcing me to eat. I look at de clock. 14:00. Ahhaa!! Proceeded on to do smtg. To make dem satisfied, I went breadboard to eat ALONE. While waiting for de lift, dre's dis 2 guys tt came && waited for de lift too. I got super duper scared. I dun wanna sae it. Wanna noe?? Ask me personally. Dun leave me alone again kayy ppl.. && I mean it..
Fathin && Hafeez joined in soon after. Told dem wad happened. Hafeez taught me how to solve RUBICS CUBE but Im still not able to solve it. Will be able to get it sooner or later. Ajar lagik kayy Feez.. Lepak at breadboard for awhile den fathin && me follow feez && frens go CDC (ComfortDelgro Driving Centre) at Ubi. While waiting for feez to queue for number, Im bored, && decided to take pics.
We dunnoe where we're heading next. Fikirnye fikir, at last, we decided to go Changi Airport. Went to T2. When I see Lane 9 rite, someone juz appears on my mind. Be back soon aitez.. Kayy kayy, back to de story, we went to fairprice first as we wanna bought 'cemil-cemilan'. In other words, junk food laa. Fathin && feez supposed to treat me but I also wanna give my share of money to dem. Hahas!! Den proceed on to ____ mall. Smtg mall la at de airport. I got STM, so, tats de reason for de blank.Played 24. Talk-talk. Wanna play bluff eventually but I had to be going. C'mmon la. Sgoon kalau dekat tkpe jgk.. hehe.. B4 going off, I badly wanna have de pics of de 3 of us taken together.
Hahahaha!! Onli fathin's teeth cud be seen. Funny seyy. A gd photographer I am rite?? *winks* hahas!! && fathin said smtg bout dis pic.. && feez, muke tk perlu seyy!! I had lots of attempts but none seem to be rite so feez suggested to be de photographer instead. Lets take a look at his attempts kayy..
Feez dun like to have pics taken as in de whole body included as well. So, I find dis pic veri funny indeed. Swee swee ambik gmbr kepale je.. Hahahaha!!! Lets take a look at his 2nd attempt..
A nice one indeed. Actually rite, its nice bcoz its taken frm my hp.. *blueks* joking2 je kayy.. Thru dis pic, we end de dae..
De dae tt's gonna bring smiles back on my face, 2morrow, 11pm.
Labels: never have me left alone in sch
@ 1:55:00 PM
Its a BULLY DAE for me!! Yes!! B-U-L-L-Y!! hmph!! Im gonna talk LOTS LOTS LOTS bout u guys!!
Whom did I get bullied from?? Its none other den fathin & hafeez. Jahat tau mereka-mereka ni smue. Bully org je pandai. Hahahaha!!! It all started when its de end of dfund lec. Im alwaes de slowest when it comes to packing up && at tt point of time, I placed both my wallet && hp at de empty seat next to me. Tkde keje punye psl, hafeez took both of it && ran off. I gave him a chase of coz.
I've gotten back my hp in which I've forgotten how also. Larlene came && join in de fun of fathin && hafeez throwing && passing my wallet. Niwae rite, being SHORT is a DISADVANTAGE sometimes!! hmph!! Hafeez tried to place my wallet on top of de notice board. I still cudnt reach it despite jumping. Juz a lil bit more onli kayy..
Headed lib to do de E-innovation thingy for psps in which fathin && me had problems submitting it. After getting back my wallet, dey took my hp pulak. Im about to attend my leadership tutorial seyy.. Before I get hold of my hp back, dey wanna me to confess smtg first.. All thx to hafeez la for seeing smtg in which I wanna have it hidden. Dey even suggested me to skip my leadership(of coz I wudnt kn) I gave in && told dem. Dey're satisfied && finally letting me go.
Thot I'll be getting bck my movie review assignment but den my leadership teacher was absent && came a relief teacher. Suddenly, a leadership classmate of mine called me frm across de room && told me tt 'ur fren said tt u took her file. De first reaction tt I gave him was 'huh??? which fren???' I started looking thru my bag to see if I've taken anyone's file by mistake. Dun have seyy. Den he started laughing. WAHLIAO!!! Kurang ajar seyy!! Kt leadership class pun kene bully!! He started doing tt due to my DISC profile which is SC. Im a very high S && nt soo much of C. I've forgotten wad does S represents also. But still.. dun have to do liddat wad..
Thot tt everythings done once I ended my leadership tutorial. But not yet. I was queeing for bus 22 at tamp inter when I received a msg frm fathin. 'Elfi, kau daa bis kelas, kol aku asap.urgent!' I called her straight away after receiving tt msg. ITS NOT URGENT AT ALL LA KN!! Its juz tt fathin && hafeez wanna meet me frm changi airport. So, I waited for dem at tamp inter && it took me for almost an hr of waiting as dey took bus 27 frm changi airport. Wahh.. && its like im standing all de wae while waiting for dem. Penat sungguh.
De moment dey cum, we headed to de pasar malam dere. Not much thing to see also. Treated both of dem to ramly burger. && we went to our separate waes after tt.
ps: hoping tt u'll be back dis Sat...
Labels: bully dae
@ 10:30:00 PM
The intention was onli to kol my beloved GFs coz Im like misssing dem veriii muchhh laaa. Wanna kol also I use de public fone outside engine's office. Lagik budget seyy. Phm2 je laa kn.. Kol-ed both of dem but none seems to be picking up my kols.. I kol wrong timing maybe ehk..Den, I have de sudden urge to be kolling someone. Someone overseas. But den rite, I dunnoe de code dere. So, I juz try out my luck. I juz dialled tt 'someone's no. & to my surprise, I get thru de line!! Tt 'someone' even answered my kol laa.. Luckily, tt 'someone' is having lunch at tt point of lunch.. I thot tt I will be disturbing as tt 'someone' gg dere nt for fun but got work to be done. Oh ya, I wanna complain!! Why is de sch's public fone unable to accept other coins except for 10cents onli?? URRGGGHH~~ Dey shud like make it to accept 20cents or even 50cents too.. lecehh btul lahh..
Kepulanganmu akan tetap ku nantikn walaupun
penantian itu merupakn suatu penyiksaan...
It has onli been a dae..
Labels: fone kols..
@ 10:37:00 PM
Im missing my GFs lots!! As if Fathin is able to read my mind, she did de above art piece. Thx =) We will eventually meet when de time comes aitez GFs.. Im sure tt dey are doing very fine & tt dey are coping wif things well.. esp when dey're bfs is taking reli gd care of dem. No worries for de gerls. Happy working & happy drawing for both GFs!! Hehee..
Did psps in an hr's time. Sorrie grp mates for de rush && for not much of participation. My focus is not on de project at de point of time. Well, I gave you ideas bout wad to write bout me for participation alr.. Use it kayy..Thx to fathin, larlene, cass, hafeez, izuddin && alistar (tts all I think) tt helped me out wif 'smtg'. It was a success. Ur help/ideas was much appreciated. It has been successfully received. Thx!! =)
U're gonna be greatly missed~~
Labels: bonvoyage
@ 11:25:00 PM
Juz as wad is being stated in de previous post, me && my family went to sentosa && overnight at Rasa Sentosa Resort. It was funnn!! Lazy to be saying lots.. Dere's lots of pics taken laa actually but juz enjoy de ones taken frm my hp kayy.. De rest have not been uploaded frm de camera yet..
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Mostly all my pics rite..?? Of coz laa.. Wad do you expect?? Taken frm my hp wad.. Hehe..
Labels: rasa sentosa resort
@ 1:03:00 PM
Hafeez & Fathin had a song for me. Dey said tt it suits me. && now, Im addicted to it. Read thru de lyrics kayy..
I see you all the time
Never see you smile
I try to picture what's going on in your mind
He leaves you every night by yourself
He took your love and put it on the shelf
He doesn't really care… how you feel...
You should be moving on girl what's the deal?
I wana see you out that door... cuz girl you know your worth much more
So baby tell me why…you stick around
Always lonely and you only wear a frown
He don't treat you good and you know
The only thing left is for you to go
You shouldn't live a lie with someone
When deep inside you know he ain't the one
I don't know what to say no more
I wana see you out that door
Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know wad he's done to you
But I know that it's time to move on
Girl your is love blind
Girl I understand
That you're scared
And you feel that you might never love again
But baby that ain't true
No no no
I know that there’s someone there for you
Someone that will see
That you are worth
An undiscovered treasure on this earth
Girl you know your worth so much more
Wana see you out that door
Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know wad he's done to you
But I know it's time to move on
Girl your is love blind
Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know wad he's done to you
But I know its time to move on
Going sentosa in a while's time. Overnight-ing dere. Before going, Im gonna do some self study first kayyy. Someone care to check on me?? Juz to ensure tt im reli studying when im nt having fun at sentosa ltr.. Aitez, taking care ppl..
ps: girlfrens are much missed XD
Labels: your love is blind
@ 11:14:00 PM
Streaming selection results are out && I've gotten my first choice, ELN. *smiles*
Niwae, I like de results tt I've gotten for my Leadership DISC online profile. Mine is S && to me, it reli somehow reflects hu I am. Wanna noe wad does S stands for. Well, find it out urself la kayy. Lazy to explain also. But rite, de overall word for me is Im a PEACEMAKER. Can u believe it?? Peacemaker dr hongkong kape.. kwang3.. I make trouble ade lahh. Sure lots of ppl will agree wif me rite..
Tests & quizzes are reli stressing me up. Juz imagine, I have a total of 5 tests + quizzes all on de same week which is next week. Wahh.. wanna cope is reli tough.. Cant enjoy much of life nowadaes. Looks like I'll be busy studying over de weekends. But rite, I'll be sleeping over at sentosa on Sat as dere's a family event or smtg liddat tt my mum's company had organised. Books will definitely be brought along. All I need nw rite is for someone to be coaching me all de wae.. Someone juz needs to ensure tt I'll be studying not slacking away.. Hu wants to be tt person?? Hmm...
Labels: 5 tests n quizzes nx week.
@ 11:20:00 PM
PCB definitely sux lahh.. Luckily dere's wei hung hu is willing to help me whole-heartedly though dere's onli 5 mins left till PCB lab ended. So, im still nt done wif my lab & it looks like i've no other choice but to go for free access lab 1 of dese daes during dis week to complete my work coz its a graded lab. Thx wei hung!! =)
Oh ya!! TP Rawks has started!! Its held for 3 daes. Kecohh seyy TP.. hahas!! Its an overwhelming response frm those O lvls gruduates.. Went to support demetry's push cart at business entrance sch todae. Dis time round, I bought some hair accessories.
Den rite.. had 2 hr lec.. but for maths lec rite, me & larlene give it a miss & lepak outside instead. Hahas!! da pandai skip lec ehk elfi.. says fathin.. *winks* I dun understand wad de lecturer is talking bout also. Maths quiz is dis week but surprisingly, I dunnoe when izzit. I noe nuts bout it too. So... all de bez to me!! I've had lots of stuffs to be done & its still not done yet... Anione wanna help?? Hehe..
Till here je kayy ppl.. =)
Labels: i dunnoe wad to sae.. hehe..
@ 11:13:00 PM
Tts wad Im doing wif my classmates. We took pics la kn. We skipped 1hr of maths lec. hahas!! On 11 Nov, de streaming selection for ETCM is open, so we can get to choose which course we wanted. I borrowed cass notebk for de selection & chose ELN as my first choice. Juz hope tt I'll get want I wanted.Being forced to join E-Guides by cass, fathin & saidil too. Kecoh seyy. Sch life have been very tough nowadaes. Been cuming bck hm late almost evrydae. Wahhh~~ stresss seyy.. Wif project work, presentations, quizzes, labtests etc.. Rabak2..
Bout CCN dae nw. Thx to those whom make de event a success & to those whom support our stall.
Im posting wateva pics taken in dis blog coz im juz plain lazy to be keeping dem in my folders. && btw, friendster jz SUCKS!! Im left wif onli 9 frens ehk. WTH?? Its alrite. Im getting veri bored wif friendster already. Shud i jz continue wif it or shud i jz delete it. Im nt using it often also.
CINTA FITRI SEASON 3 started few daes ago!! Wahh!! Im nt gonna give it a miss!!
Labels: streaming selection n CCN dae
@ 9:48:00 PM
Overdue pics taken. More to pics rather den works kayy..
Working in reverse order aitez.. So view de bottom pic first.. hahas!!
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Nah!! Ambik kau.. belambakkn gmbr.. kwang3.. dis is wad happens if i didnt blog for quite sometime..So, anione else wanna take photos wif me?? Hahas!!
Labels: photos..
@ 8:44:00 PM
Doaku agar kau kan selalu bahagia
Agar kau temui insan tulus menyayangimu
Lepaskanlah diriku kerna kerelaanmu
Bukan kerna dendam jua bukan kerna kau terpaksa
*Ku tinggalkan memori
Bersamamu....
Ku undur diri bersama
Harapan... (oh...)
Tidak kesampaian cinta kita
Ku bawa harapan ku pendam rahsia
Ku dikejauhan mendoakan
Agar kau bahgia tiada lagi duka
Daku rela mengundur diri
Ku pasti dikau kan fahami..
Tiada penyesalan kasih ku korbankan
Andai telah tertulis ku terima ini bukannya ku pinta
Pergilah dikau diiringi keikhlasanku
Cuma pengalaman mengisi kekosongan mimpiku
It has been 2 yrs since de r/s ended & tt also means tt Ive been single for 2 yrs.
I dun think tt i'll be waiting for u no more. Penantian.. suatu penyiksaan..
Tts wad ppl wud like to hear cuming out frm me rite..
Im letting u go & I hope tt u wun be making a comeback..
Oh ya, thx zafiz for congratulating me for being 2 yrs single on msn.. =)
I came to a conclusion tat it seems difficult to be forgiven..
I noe tt apologising must cum frm de heart sincerely..
Tts wad I've been trying to do..
But wad if Im nt been given de chance to do so..
Niwae, thx qim for bothering to giv me a call after seeing tt pm on msn..
But I cant seem to be telling u anything.. Sorrie..
I wonder, "sedangkn Nabi memaafkn umatnye, apetah lagi manusia.."
Im weak. De strength is nt dere animore..
Labels: 091106
@ 11:39:00 PM
I didnt noe tt sumone cud actually feel touched bout my love life story ehk..
I was juz answering to de qn being asked & i ended up telling a story..
Of coz la I'll feel sad talking bout it but tts juz bout it, ntg more..
Surprisingly, a fren of mine feel touched by it & tears started to flow..
I cant believe it of coz, im nt de one crying.. its fathin..
Tts de first time ever sumone nt jz hear my stories but also cried for it too..
Sorrie fathin for ur cries.. didnt expect to be seeing tt frm u..
I was juz answering to de qn being asked & i ended up telling a story..
Of coz la I'll feel sad talking bout it but tts juz bout it, ntg more..
Surprisingly, a fren of mine feel touched by it & tears started to flow..
I cant believe it of coz, im nt de one crying.. its fathin..
Tts de first time ever sumone nt jz hear my stories but also cried for it too..
Sorrie fathin for ur cries.. didnt expect to be seeing tt frm u..
Labels: de cries frm fathin..
@ 11:36:00 PM
PLZ.. PLZ.. PLZ.. STOP ALL DIS PLZ.. Im nt feeling angry but instead Im begging.. Im pleading.. It hurts me to c de condition of us nw..
To de most beloved gf ever, Aeynn,
Sorrie for all dis gf, I didnt mean for all dis to happen.. U noe rite, I cant be keeping any secrets frm u.. But for dis time rite, ur studies are de most top priority for me.. U might have thot tt we r jz using ur Os as an excuse. We meant well dear. It has NVR EVER crossed our minds before to be keeping u in de dark w/o any valid reason. Im de one tt requested for it. We seriously do care for u.. Dun be feeling tt ure stuck in between of ur precious ones kays.. Watever it is, u do not have to make an option to choose between us. Plz dun.. I'll ensure to u tt things will be working out perfectly as per normal alrite.. Its jz sum misunderstandings gg on.. Dun be too stressed out kayy.. Go all out for ur last paper.. Muchmisses <3
To Jiwangster..
First thing first, since ur elder den me, since ur my senior, since ur my gf's special companion, I wud like to apologise to u.. But de main reason is act bcoz, ure a fren of mine.. Sorrie if I've given u a cold shoulder or doing smtg tt may seem to be rude.. I understand how u feel when u see a close fren of urs being hurt upteen times by me.. I respect wateva u've said to me whether thru ur blog post or even ur sms.. But how I'd rather prefer tt u will talk to me out personally.. Im sorrie if I've caused any probs to occur between u & aeynn.. Tts nt my intention.. I wun get u involved in my probs animore kay.. I appreciate it veri much when u volunteer to becum my counselor at tt point of time.. Hope u accept dis apology of mine..
To Rafi..
Well I guess tt our probs still nt solved yet huh.. U're still a fren of mine & I didnt sae tt I hated u.. It may seemed tt Im nt treating u as a fren but still, u'll alwaes remain as tt fren of mine.. My words, my actions, might have hurt u deeply all dis while. I apologise for tt. I dunnoe if u still regard me as a fren of urs or nt. My words of apology may nt be seem to be able to heal ur wounds, I noe. I dun deserve to be called as a fren to u. Hurts, heartbreaks, are jz wad u've been getting frm me.. Im being selfish by thinking of my own feelings w/o even bothering if watever Ive done had hurt ur feeling. U're a nice guy but ppl like me dun seem to be able to see tt sincere-ness in u. May u find a fren tt treasures u & treats u like how u deserved to be treated. Once again, I apologise.. Veri veri sorrie..
&& for my own self,
After calming down, I dun think tt I shud add more 'fire' to de probs animore. Meaning is tt I dun wanna be arguing bck wif anione. Since evryone seemed to be stress rite, I found de 'calm' wae out. I wanna make peace wif evryone. No feelings of hatred. Its a pity to be seeing things to be working out frm bad to worse. Dis kind of situation hurts me. For gf, concentrate on ur Os, for jiwangster & rafi, concentrate on ur major project. As for myself, happy struggling wif 1.2 subjs. To all, I'm SORRY.. && I noe its alwaes better to apologise personally, && I'll be doing jz tt.
Labels: may it be cleared soon..
@ 10:47:00 PM
Tadaaa!!!! Presenting.... me wif zai's specs!!! My classmates thinks tt I suit better wif dis specs rather den my own specs.. lolss!!!
Nw.. i reli look like de study-ious type.. unlike LARLENE!! haha!!So nw, a new prob created. I'll alwaes wanted to solve wateva probs tt i faced.
But nt for nw. Im jz gonna leave it, unattended.
It hurts & it definitely is. How deep?? Veri...
I've been like spouting nonsensical stuffs throughout classes.. But Im happy when Im doing tt..
Wads up next?? QUIZZES starting nx week & im nt ready for any!!!
Im like blur la seyy.. bez of luck to me huh..
So I'm being told to reflect on myself.. Iz dere a need for tt?? Hmm..
A dear fren told me to be OPTIMISTIC instead of PESSIMISTIC..
Wad to do.. I hav low self esteem kayy..
When words fail, action speaks...
Labels: action speaks..., when words fail
@ 8:29:00 PM
Since Ive gotten an invitation from Demetri to attend Tp's Halloween celebration.. I attended it.. It was being organised by de japanese cultural grp. I wanna support a'da also act. I invited saidil to tag along wif me as it is his birthday.. Sum sort of celebration la, I guess.. So we meet up at tamp b4 proceeding to TP.
Meet up wif demetri, mansur & also luqman. Had to pay $2 for de registration. So, my grp consists of saidil, demetri, mansur, luqman & myself. Gd huh to be de alone gerl dere?? hahas!! When gg for de horror trail rite, luqman suddenly suggested bout gg in alone. I said anything goes fine wif me. But when it is reli my turn to go in rite, suddenly I feel scared. tuu laa... tadi bobal mcm confident knn..
As if he cud read my mind, among de 4 guys, saidil accompanied me in.. We were jz given a light stick to guide us thru de trail.. pathetic seyy.. very2 dark summore.. no light.. Though I go in together wif saidil, we were still seperated as he hav to go left whereas I go right.. I kept shouting la seyy.. Soo scary.. OMG!! I dun wanna go for any nightwalk again if I were to go alone seyy.. I've completed de stations alr.. Its jz tt i didnt get to collect any stamps during de horror trail.. I started to feel bored & decided to jz go home..
Oh ya, nowadaes ppl have been bugging me wif qns bout me && saidil.. So, wad do u ppl wanna noe?? Dere's ntg gg on btw me & him.. We're frens.. Yar, frens but a close one.. Not satisfied wif de ans given?? Well, suit urself. I've alr said a piece of my mind.. Niwae, I dun see anything wrong wif me && him getting close.. He's a kind-hearted person.. Im thankful for noe-ing him as he's sincere.. Wahh... if bout me & sum other guy getting close rite, news spread fast huh.. I seemed famous for such things ehh..
Labels: Halloween celebration..