PLZ.. PLZ.. PLZ.. STOP ALL DIS PLZ.. Im nt feeling angry but instead Im begging.. Im pleading.. It hurts me to c de condition of us nw..

To de most beloved gf ever, Aeynn,
Sorrie for all dis gf, I didnt mean for all dis to happen.. U noe rite, I cant be keeping any secrets frm u.. But for dis time rite, ur studies are de most top priority for me.. U might have thot tt we r jz using ur Os as an excuse. We meant well dear. It has NVR EVER crossed our minds before to be keeping u in de dark w/o any valid reason. Im de one tt requested for it. We seriously do care for u.. Dun be feeling tt ure stuck in between of ur precious ones kays.. Watever it is, u do not have to make an option to choose between us. Plz dun.. I'll ensure to u tt things will be working out perfectly as per normal alrite.. Its jz sum misunderstandings gg on.. Dun be too stressed out kayy.. Go all out for ur last paper.. Muchmisses <3

To Jiwangster..
First thing first, since ur elder den me, since ur my senior, since ur my gf's special companion, I wud like to apologise to u.. But de main reason is act bcoz, ure a fren of mine.. Sorrie if I've given u a cold shoulder or doing smtg tt may seem to be rude.. I understand how u feel when u see a close fren of urs being hurt upteen times by me.. I respect wateva u've said to me whether thru ur blog post or even ur sms.. But how I'd rather prefer tt u will talk to me out personally.. Im sorrie if I've caused any probs to occur between u & aeynn.. Tts nt my intention.. I wun get u involved in my probs animore kay.. I appreciate it veri much when u volunteer to becum my counselor at tt point of time.. Hope u accept dis apology of mine..

To Rafi..
Well I guess tt our probs still nt solved yet huh.. U're still a fren of mine & I didnt sae tt I hated u.. It may seemed tt Im nt treating u as a fren but still, u'll alwaes remain as tt fren of mine.. My words, my actions, might have hurt u deeply all dis while. I apologise for tt. I dunnoe if u still regard me as a fren of urs or nt. My words of apology may nt be seem to be able to heal ur wounds, I noe. I dun deserve to be called as a fren to u. Hurts, heartbreaks, are jz wad u've been getting frm me.. Im being selfish by thinking of my own feelings w/o even bothering if watever Ive done had hurt ur feeling. U're a nice guy but ppl like me dun seem to be able to see tt sincere-ness in u. May u find a fren tt treasures u & treats u like how u deserved to be treated. Once again, I apologise.. Veri veri sorrie..

&& for my own self,
After calming down, I dun think tt I shud add more 'fire' to de probs animore. Meaning is tt I dun wanna be arguing bck wif anione. Since evryone seemed to be stress rite, I found de 'calm' wae out. I wanna make peace wif evryone. No feelings of hatred. Its a pity to be seeing things to be working out frm bad to worse. Dis kind of situation hurts me. For gf, concentrate on ur Os, for jiwangster & rafi, concentrate on ur major project. As for myself, happy struggling wif 1.2 subjs. To all, I'm SORRY.. && I noe its alwaes better to apologise personally, && I'll be doing jz tt.

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