Like finally, im actually at hm on Friday Afternoon? Cant believe it myself too.. I'll alwaes be reaching hm at night. Never dis semester, for once, Im at hm in de afternoon. De reason why Im at home is bcoz I dun wanna study in sch. I miss being at home too esp infront of de comp..

To my dearest Classmates.. I did not 'disperse' frm u ppl juz like wad u ppl had said.. Its a gd thing also tt u ppl saw tt change. Ingatkn tk perasan.. So wad brought abt to tt change ehk?? Ohh plz dun sae tt Im not wif u ppl alwaes.. Think back && u'll able to see it.. Try to terbalikkn fakta kayy..

In de first place, I dun wanna be too close to u ppl basically bcoz I noe tt Im de type of person tt will alwaes be depending onto others.. Once I lose tt person, I feel tt Im lost in a jungle or smtg liddat. Its not tt I dun wanna mix wif u ppl or hang ard wif u ppl but I alwaes feel tt Im talking to myself gitu.. Tk dilayan.. Im not being included in ur conversations. So in other words, I feel left out.

I didnt try to stay away.. I think tt it doesnt matter whether Im dere or not. My presence is not needed muchh.. If u ppl think tt de reason is bcoz Im being closer to 'someone', den I cant change de wae u ppl think. FYI, I wanted to join u ppl studying at de lib juz nw but cum to think again, I wudnt be of a much help either.. So when we parted waes && I said tt I wanna meet 'someone' at lvl 5, I knew u ppl wud be having de thot tt tats de reason as to why Im nt joining.. I knew u ppl wud believe wad Ive said.. U ppl had any idea wad I did at lvl 5??

Im attempting my RQs b4 I proceeded bck hm. I stayed till bout 3pm as I cudnt have it solved. I bumped into zafiz. Ahha!! Juz de rite person tt I've been wanting to ask for help. But den I dunnoe y I didnt open tt mouth of mine to seek help. C'mmon lahh.. tutor daa depan mate.. Stupid or stupid seyy.. I try to make it tt 'someone' is dere wif me.. I wanna make ur thinkings to be true..

So.. Im juz enjoying de dae tt I had at de lib juz now.. its veri peaceful && quiet.. wif no one dere wif me. && since its lvl 5, I think of aeynn && tini. I'll be joining dem to study almost evrydae in de lib bck den. Been trying to get thru Dee but to no avail up till now.. Juz hoping tt u'll be doing fine GF..

&& classmates, sorrie if wateva Ive written have hurt any of your feelings.. Takmo layan.. KKS agaknye.. && to tt 'someone' too, Im sorrie If u've becum a victim to my scoldings n all.. All dose lil' arguments tt we had tuu smue tk perluu actually.. Sorrie if im de one tt started all dese first.. My apologies to ALL..

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