Friday, February 13, 2009
@ 11:44:00 PM
I dun feel good at all nw. My mind is being drifted to
a fren whom I've regarded to be someone close to me. I dun feel tt I am being a gd fren to u after all. Just
where am I when u need my help yest?? U waited for my call in return when u gave me a call yest. I didnt have u called bck as I choses to
prioritise my sleep more than ur prob.
Today, ard 9pm, when I call u asking bout wad had happen yest, u told me tt u've alr had it shared wif a fren of urs. When I told u to just tell me wad had happen, u said
''its ntg''. I cud actually be feeling glad tt u have someone else to talk to when I cant be ur listening ear. When u had me texted at bout 11 pm++ asking me to be calling u, I was actually watching a magic show tts been shown on RCTI (an Indonesian channel). De content of de msg u send reli made me feel tt ive done smtg wrong to u w/o me realising.
Since my sis is using de hm fone, I told u tt i'll call once my sis is done using it. I replied u late coz I was too engrossed watching tv. Ur replied to de sms has reli shown how me how much I did care for my frens. I cud have actually use tt opportunity given, as in not to repeat de same mistake as wad I've did de previous nite. Its morn now alr && I wonder how ure doing. Im ashamed if u were to still regard me to be a close fren of urs. Come to think of it,
ure de one tts been looking for me all dis while && not de other wae round.
I thank u for making me realise how bad I can actually be. Im not dere when ure in need of help. Im sorrie tt I cant be dere for u. I'll try to make it up to u asap. May u just be strong wif wateva probs tt ure facing.
2mmrw's Valentine. Im nt in de mood at all for it. Suppose to be meeting some sec sch mates but I thot of postponing it. It cant be postponed. Plans had been made alr && it'll onli take a while. When u have not met ur frens for a long time, esp gerls, tt
'a while' will lasts for long, I can assure u..
Haishh.. why must de plans of both parties clash?? Valentine's day is bout spending ur time wif ur beloved ones but both parties are my beloveds. To tt someone, u might have said tt u understand my situation but I noe deep down, u alr have it all planned too.. It will be a different way for u celebrating it dis year. Can i just go for both in order not to hurt any party?? I wish I cud but its just impossible!!Labels: a fren
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
@ 10:54:00 PM
Stayed back at free access lab to complete my EDev mini project. Hafeez help me out as Im onli left wif de wirings to be done. It cant work. Thot of just going home but since Ive gotten extra components frm my Edev tutorial teacher as my birthday gift, I decided to make use of it.
Took Hafeez work as a sample to redo my mini project. I copied
EXACTLY frm him. In other words, its just a
CUT & PASTE. Tried doing it all by myself but still wif de help of Hafeez & Farhana. Thk kiew for de help people =)) Wad do u expect de result to be?? In working condition??
NOPE, NOPE. NOPE! Redo alr still not in working condition. Dis is not de first time though. Did de same for my DFund2 mini project too.
BOTH I REDO. I didnt go for my religious class today just to finish up on my EDev mini project. Wad cud still be wrong??
While otw bck hm, there's dis 4 teenagers whom board de bus & started making noise. They even sing loudly in de bus. Im tired && there dey goes making lots of noises in tt double-decker deck. Juz thot of having a short nap since its gonna be an hour's trip. Dey just
get on my nerve. Arggh!! Dey took a seat each for themselves wif their legs blocking de way for ppl to pass thru. Its not just dem wad tt pays de bus fares. So inconsiderate ppl. The morning also started out badly for me as Im late for EDev tutorial. All thnks to bus service 69. Shudnt have taken tt bus frequently. Im lazy to cross over de overheadbridge, tts why.. Learn smtg from cass todae..
Labels: just not my lucky day..
Sunday, February 08, 2009
@ 9:48:00 PM
I sat down studying all by myself wif de accompany of textbook & worksheets. There's no particular reason as to why my legs bring me there.
Memories. Is that de reason why?? There is sure to be memories there but tats definitely not de reason why. Memories do comprises of sweet & bitter ones. They are meant to be rmbered but who wanna have de bitter memories to be rmbered?? Rite?? Some memories are better off erased but yet not forgotten. It may seem de same thing but to me its different. Wads wif all dis starting?? Hmm..
Those memories cud not be replaced by anione else but a new person in life will slowly create new memories in store. Furthermore, I believe tat dis heart has opened to able to accept someone new in life. Let memories to just remain as it is, undisturbed.
It was indeed peaceful when u study by urself. Not to say tat studying wif frens is not peaceful. Different people have their own study methods u see. De disadvantage of studying alone is tat when u have doubts, dere's no one to clarify my doubts wif. I cant study in large grps coz I'll get distracted very easily. Im fine wif having ard 2 people to study wif me. && Juz nw, I took more than half an hr to complete a math question. Its been last few daes tt Im unable to ans de question && finally, I did it. I didnt expect tt Im able to solve it coz evrytime I face difficulties, I wud juz move on to de next question. B4 I forget,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO SUFIANDY FAHMI!!!He says tt Im de first one to have him wished at 12am. Hee.. *smiles*
&&& GFs, we'll set a date when evryone's free kayy..
Labels: random
Sunday, February 01, 2009
@ 11:59:00 PM
Went studying wif Zafiz && Demetry at MP lib. Dey surprise me wif a birthday gift. Thk kiew. I appreciate it much. There's a no need for tt actually.. Quizzes && presentations dis week. Gosh!! De stress level is definitely up!! Furthermore, Im still sick. Haisshh.. De bed is de onli thing tt Im looking forward to wheneva Ive reached hm. Its been calling for me u noe && Im taken in.. hahas!!
5 FebI cant recall much wad had happen dis past few daes. Yest, while waiting for Larlene to go for her public speaking tutorial, we decided to help out at de mentors' recruitment drive. Next, had someone to explain to me comprog. For today, its my leadership grp presentation. Ive been feeling very nervous && scared throughout de dae in sch. How did my grp fair?? Not too bad lahh except for de Q&A session where we were bombed wif sooo cheeem questions. Since there's not enuf time, de teacher's question will be postponed to nx week.
6 feb
Still not feeling well. Its been a week ++ alr. It took a long time to get well maybe bcoz I dun take any medicine. I cant swallow pills u see.. My voice is soo deep tt it sounded like a guy's voice. Runny nose here && there. I even brought 4-5 packets of tissue a dae && sometimes it is still not enuf that I had to buy tissue packets outside. Rabak kann.. Leadership exam tmrw frm 3-4pm. A paper on Sat?? Yeah.. Like no other dae liddat..
Niwae, played Taiti after sch at Breadboard while waiting for someone to be free to teach comprog. Lost to Fathin && had to treat her lollipop. Even if I were to win her, she'll just be accompanying me to de washrm. It doesnt matter much even if I were to win. Then bought 20 pieces of plain paper which cost 50cents. So, a pice of paper cost 2.5cents izzit?? hahas!! Fathin showed me dis Japanese game show tat I find it to be soo ridiculous && funny. U guys shud watch it at youtube too..