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Muhammad Saidil
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010
@ 9:23:00 PM






More photos will be at facebook, if I'm not lazy to do so =)

It has always been a wonderful journey in this relationship. There's always ups & downs but we're able to overcome it, Alhamdulillah. I'm looking for more chapters ahead with you. You kept asking me who is the more devoted partner between us & my answer will always be YOU. It doesn't mean that I am going through this relationship insincerely. Though I like to 'cuci mata' always, deep down the heart, there's always YOU inside. I love you. Happy 2nd, bbylove.

Thanks for bearing with my nonsense all this while. Kept bugging you with my singing, rengek-rengek & all those acts of mine that may look stupid to the eye. Though 19, I still look childish, doesn't reflect to my age. I am harsh verbally, not those sweet-spoken type. There's no intention of raising my voice everytime we talk. I seriously don't know how to groom myself up. I like simplicity, not having any make-ups on. I prefer shirts as my tops & jeans as my bottoms. I am thin, lack of nutrition. Looks like a runway. Most importantly, thank you for accepting me for who I am despite you wanting to see a change in me.

A change? Definitely will but slowly. I very very the stubborn, you know. I just couldn't imagine myself to be lady-like. HAHA!
Dividers
Thursday, November 25, 2010
@ 9:13:00 PM


New Exciting Xperience (NEX) shopping mall at Serangoon Central has opened but not officially yet. My two younger sisters went there already. Jakun or what. I will make my way there when the mall has been officially open. A shopping mall of six levels, it is even bigger than AMK hub & Junction 8 combined together. What I like is that there's gonna be my favourite Long John Silver & of course our own National Library Board. Don't have to travel far2 already to go library :)

Whats wrong with bus service 8? It came thrice at one go, two double-decker bus & a single deck. Sungguh perangai! I'd like to thank Ismael for accompanying me to walk to Tampines from school. Though he was reluctant to do so, I gave him all sorts of reason & finally he admitted defeat :p GOOD JOB! I'm training him before he starts serving his national service. HAHA! My concession ended yesterday & I thought it ended today. That was the reason why I chose to walk all the way to Tampines & rejecting his offer to use coins. Save your coins to buy me bubble tea next time round okay? Hee~~

If you people were a fan of Cinta Fitri, there's actually a sad news for all. Ida Kusumah also known playing the role of Omah, has passed away at the shooting location due to heart attack. Innalillahi wainnailaihi roji'un. Semoga amal ibadahnya diterima disisi Allah s.w.t.
Dividers
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
@ 10:01:00 PM

Azri, specially for you. HAHA! Fierce tak??

Parents & little sister back from Boyan already. Little sister will be taking her PSLE results tomorrow. Bring home good results & do the family proud okay? Anyway, little sister is much much taller than me now! What happen to me? Am I shrinking or is she growing up? Must blame the heavy school bags that I carry for not causing me to grow any taller. Talking about school bags, I've actually spoiled 2 of my sisters' bag. My school books are just too heavy for the bag to carry its weight. Either that or I'm bringing unnecessary things to school. I'm in need of kachings to pay them back. Anniversary coming soon too. URGH!

Judging went fine, I supposed. Things did went haywire before judging but Alhamdulillah, it works. Thats the most important thing. Congrats to my project group. It was a job well done. Advanced Electronics first lab session tomorrow. I didn't know where I last placed my tools. Good job ahh. Confirm2 I have lots of missing tools. There's only 6 people that attended Advanced Electronics lecture just now, all thanks to judging. How great. We're already the only class of Advanced Electronics & only a pathetic number of people turn up. I pitied the lecturer. Though I have the thoughts of skipping lecture on Wednesday as it is the only lesson that I have for the day, I didn't do it. I'm a good girl :) HAHA! What if one fine day, none turn up, I'll be the only student in the lecture theatre. I wonder. Like goodgood only me. Okay enough of my wonderings. I'm heading to bed for my 9am lesson tomorrow.
Dividers
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
@ 9:10:00 PM

Major project judging tomorrow at 4pm. I just want to get it over and done with it fast. No dragging it further. No more returning to DU. Insya'allah, everything will go smooth sailing. There's seriously lots of effort been put into this project though the minimal part comes from me. Just waiting for CCOM report to be completely done & I can bid goodbye to the wheelchair.

Yesterday was a Moooaaandaaay for me. Cpass lost in school campus initially, did CCOM draft in DU lab for awhile but then the mind got concentrated already and left at 6pm. I got myself paiseh when someone caught me tearing away. Ohh~~ I got onto bus 8 already when the staff at ENG general office gave me a call saying that someone had returned my Cpass. Too late! I boarded the bus already. I dropped off at Bedok Reservoir to get for myself a waffle & bubble tea, in order to get small change & coins. Walk 2 bus stops ahead in order to save transport money. In the end, from Tp to Bedok Reservoir and Eunos Link to Serangoon cost me $1.20 each. Expensive!

Finally done with CCOM report at 4am. Just draft only, I think that hard, not yet the actual submission. Luckily school starts at 12pm. If not, I'll end up sleeping in class. Didn't get to attend ECAPP lecture due to queueing to print CCOM at design school. It was not a long queue but the students there took forever to print their stuffs. Can't be blamed, design students always busy with their submission. I gave up queuing and went AS to print instead since I didn't know how to use the school computer to print.

I want to get back my 8 hours lack of sleep from yesterday's work done. All the best to everyone for judging be it tomorrow or Friday!
Dividers
Saturday, November 20, 2010
@ 6:54:00 PM


I declined the offer to work at Expo tomorrow, after much thoughts. I wanted cash to be flowing in but I don't think I'm able to manage it with 2 quizzes on Monday. Furthermore, I will confirm be a blur-blur person there, not knowing what to do despite instructions were being told. Rather than later making mistakes & delaying the whole process, I'd rather not. There's still 5th December to have the job done. At least I know someone doing the job together with me.

Stress pressure is slowly making its way up. I'm trying to have it in control. I need assistance in studying. I need tutors. I need some fun too at the same time. Books, looks like I'm dating you since bbylove is not around. Please be good & let my brain absorbed the knowledge in. Just quizzes only, I stress already. Not yet term tests & main exams. Younger sister went for TPRawks. Today is day 3 which means there's jam & hop. Feels like joining in too.

Next Saturday till bbylove be back. Long time already in overseas. Come back fast!
Dividers
Friday, November 19, 2010
@ 8:17:00 PM


Youth nowadays are becoming more daring. Bbylove has disallow me to go Downtown alone ever since the staring incident happened. Following by gang fights at Bukit Panjang, having parang in concession when attending Downtown chalet & most recent, slashing at AMK. Quite scared to go anywhere alone. I have to be more careful.

Next week will be a very busy week with 2 quizzes on Monday & most importantly, Major Project judging on Wednesday at 4pm. Had Advanced Electronics quiz this week. A tricky one but still manageable. CCOM assignment yet done, ITECH assignment yet completed & quizzes yet to be learned. Step-by-step. I think that I'm not gonna start today since Friday has always been my self-declared 'off day'. Wish me all the best people!
Dividers
Sunday, November 14, 2010
@ 9:49:00 PM


The envelope that I was holding on to was a token of appreciation from ALMAS for getting the second position in class. Alhamdulillah, it was my first time receiving it. I didn't get to share the happiness with parents & bbylove though. Next year, 'Kelas Belia', a combination from the current M4B & a few others. It will add on to the number 20 of the class.

Week 4 of school tomorrow. Revisions yet made. Quizzes coming up. I can feel the stress pressure already. I promised bbylove to remain strong & persevere. Senior already, no longer a freshie nor junior. Must learn from previous mistakes & not to repeat it again. I admit that schooling everyday is tiring but I take it positively as I am actually learning something each day. Furthermore throughout my learning journey in TP, I've not been given the chance to experience a single day without lessons. In others words, nothing new & used to it already.

Im back to using the Nokia phone. Blackberry having problems. I don't quite mind so long as I have a handphone to use. Simple. Same same like bbylove. I like :):) I'll wait for your call when you're back from hutan (whats hutan in english ehh? HAHA!
Dividers
Saturday, November 13, 2010
@ 8:06:00 PM


Been feeling weak ever since Wednesday due to NAPFA. I think that I over exerted myself since this is the second time I'm taking it. I think that I'm the only girl who did the retest. Why bother taking it again? I think that I can do much better. But then looking at the results, though much better than the previous one, still does not make much of a difference. But still, I enjoyed the company of my teman celebrity :):) We should go exercise together one fine day, want?? HAHA!

Alhamdulillah, Im getting much, much better. Its just that my stomach does hurt & the legs too. I got scolding from my mum saying that I didn't do warm-ups before doing NAPFA, didn't eat enough vitamins etc.. Mum told me to go see the doctor and of course I refused! Its a stay at home for me then. I'm supposed to join AeynnGf, Jovin & some others for dinner yesterday but I just can't bring myself to go there & also because I couldn't make it on time due to sending my parents & little sister to the airport.

They went back kampung, Boyan. I wanted to follow but then I started school already. Long time already never went back there, 14 years back maybe? I wanna take the airplane again.. They will be back on the 22nd November. My dad did korban there, thats why. Coming Hari Raya Haji will be without parents, little sister & also bbylove. No fun no fun!
Dividers
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
@ 8:53:00 PM

4 years ago, I understand the meaning of the word HURT in depth. A first time experience that changes my life 360 degrees. Everything seemed to change, even me. Cries after cries, that used to be my night routine. From that incident onwards, I kept everything to myself. Feelings were hidden deep inside the heart. I knew that this has to be put to a stop. No use pondering about it anymore. Life has to go on as per normal.

It then took me another 2 years to actually have my heart opened up for someone. I kept that someone waiting & waiting & waiting. Those ears of mine were filled with fruitful advices coming from those caring peers. Lots of thinking were done in making the right decision which will benefit both parties. A decision was finally made which was to give that someone a chance to have a place in my heart. A new chapter of my life has begin with him.

I'm not keeping any hatreds to you. In fact, I'd actually like to have you thank-ed. Thank you for finally letting me go. It was the best decision that you've made. May you find your happiness just like how I've found mine. Thank you for giving someone else the opportunity to be a companion of mine. Thank you for giving me a chance to experience hurt & eventually able to overcome it. It thus made me to be a stronger person than before.

If he's dumb enough to walk away, be smart enough to let him go
Dividers
Sunday, November 07, 2010
@ 9:55:00 PM

Out of four malay cultural group productions that I've watched, I think so far, the best will be Dua Dunia(RP), followed by Kental Ah Lu Mat(RP), Bujur Lalu Melintang Patah(TJC) & lastly Terasa(NYP). I enjoyed myself, I hope others too. The best part would still be... EVERYONE'S WAITING FOR ME! HAHA! Not on purpose. Blame the train, not me. A bad idea to take the train during the peak hours especially when you're not boarding NEL or the Circle line. It was so so so stuffy in there despite the air-conditioned surrounding. A whole crowd alighted at Yishun. Hmm... LIke great only the shopping mall. Suddenly I have the urge of going there too.


Back to where I started off, sorry friends if you find that the seats allocated were quite a hassle due to the barrier in front of it. Only seats after the barrier were allocated for audiences to seat & we actually got the front, center seat. Not that bad right?? I still prefer the venue to be at the theatre instead of the studio. Just like last year, when the show ended, had dinner at Mac. Home with sister after which.

I like the blurry effect look

Overall I spend about half of the amount of money that I had in my epass for taking train rides. With the fare of about $13 to $6 left. GOSH! Basically I was taking the train for SCMS briefing at Henderson Secondary School, with a transfer of 3 trains from Circle Line to NEL to EW line, to & fro. Going for Dua Dunia at Republic Polytechnic, from Circle Line to NS line, to & fro. On the way back home, the train that I was taking terminates at Ang Mo Kio. Why can't the train just terminates at Bishan, just one more stop after?? Waited for the next train which was also the last train. By the time, I was already like falling asleep inside the train.

ps: Korang dua macam dah janji je tak datang..
Dividers
Saturday, November 06, 2010
@ 12:51:00 PM

Pixel Icons went for his fourth overseas trip, this time round to Australia, yesterday. Since it was a public holiday, I was able to send him off in the morning. I was glad that he didn't take the Quantas flight. Air New Zealand was the flight he took. Three weeks more till his arrival back to Singapore. I just hope that he will be doing fine there & he will reach back home safely. I'm starting to miss him already .
After which I was asked to tag along with the rest of his family members to have a bite at Ananda Bhavan Restaurant. After which, we went to the Changi Aviation Gallery. I was sent home by Pixel Icons's sister. Thanks for the treat & the ride home.
Dividers
Friday, November 05, 2010
011110
@ 1:09:00 AM


It was Pixel Icons Double-Two Birthday celebration. It was actually a couple karaoke session & at the same time Pixel Icons birthday celebration were being held. Though it doesn't turn out to be exactly what I had planned due to my helpers arriving late, I'd still like to thank them for attending the event & making it to be a success.

This 'Happy Birthday' banner was the only decoration that I was able to put up. Balloons were yet to be blown :((

Cookies & Cream birthday cake with a message written as 'Saidil, Happy 22nd Birthday' on it. Yummy yum :))

We should have it again with next time having AeynnGf to join in pleeeeaseeee?? Two outings I've organised & you didn't make it for both :((

I'm sorry if your birthday celebration did went a lil bit hay-wired. I hope you enjoyed your birthday celebrations & also the gifts that I've gotten for you. You want to know why I named it as Double-Two celebration? You turned 22 on your birthday & also because I celebrated your birthday twice with you, an advance & also on the day itself with finally having to munch on Cheesy 7 pizza :)) Sorry to have kept you waiting till the time that I break my fast.
Dividers
Tuesday, November 02, 2010
@ 11:20:00 PM

Berita Harian 1st November 2010: "Mayat lelaki itu dipercayai ditemui seseorang yang sedang berJOGGING di kawasan itu."

Though I read the article at Berita Harian last Monday, I didn't spot the error till a friend of mine wrote in at her facebook wall. Looks like the usage of malay language and english language can form a combination of language. What has happen to bulan bahasa then? Come to think of it, everyone does make mistakes but hopefully this kind of mistakes doesn't appear in Berita Harian article anymore.

Berita Harian 1st November 2010: Usah dikutuk 'si lembut'
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Republic Polytechnic MCG production, Dua Dunia appeared in the news. Saw my sis? HAHA! I want to thank those friends of mine whom had the tickets purchased. Siapa belum bayar, jangan lupa ehh...

1st November 2010: 011110 (binary no. 30 )

Pixel Icons had his 22nd birthday celebrated. I'll update more about it in my next entry.
Dividers