I really miss being a mentor for Week Zero Orientation. Two years being a mentor for April Orientation & a year being a mentor for October Orientation. This year, I didn't participate being a mentor despite it was my final chance before I left the school. I didn't know why I enjoyed being a mentor much. It was like reeeeeeally fun! Ice-breaking games, cheers, mass dance & regatta. Gosh! How I'd miss doing all that!

Thought of going for regatta this thursday since I didn't get a chance to go for regatta last year all due to the high fever that I had! It was really such a waste. I must have had drained myself out from all the cheering, dancing & also that last minute EFTW practice session. I practiced hard enough remembering all the steps just not to be able to perform on the actual day itself. How sad can it be? :(:( I was happy to know that engine won the regatta despite still loosing to business school for the fifth time for the overall champion. What disheartened me was that I wasn't part of the regatta when we won. But still, I'm proud of myself for being able to stay all the way till the orientation's over.

The spirit suddenly died off when more & more new faces started streaming in. I'm half-hearted to go for regatta already. But then, I want to feel the engine spirit one more time before I left the school. But then, a friend of mine was 'chased' out when he actually offered to help around. But I wanna go! But what should I do there? But do anyone bother even if I come down? But... But... But...

Every year, before we end the last day of week zero, it would be most saddening & touching moments. Those final year students will cry their hearts out as they will be graduating & it will be the last camp that they attend. All those hugs, photos taken, crying moments.... I want to be part of it all. I want to end my schooling days in that way. Can I......??