30011991
An ex Bartleyan
3.1 ELN(networking) student studying in Tp
01111988
An ex Siglapian
Former IFC student in Tp
Currently serving NS
3 SINGAPORE GUARDS BATTALION
@ 10:46:00 PM
1 Zulkaedah. It was just day 1 of a new month after Syawal. Why do I just have to create an unpleasant atmosphere? My intentions were good. I thought I could just share a lil bit of people's joy or even add a lil smile on people's face when I could eventually remember their special occasions. I then realised that the clock doesn't synchronise with my time.
I should have just kept quiet. In other words, mind my own business. Though she said she doesn't mind, she's not angry/sad, but still deeeeep down, I could have just worsen her wounded heart. Apologies made. I just don't know how I can make it up to her. Treats? I don't think that will do the trick. Meeting up & having some catching-up session will be awkward.
It may sound that I'm exaggerating. Thats just me. I get panic easily even over the slightest thing. It will stay lingering on my mind for God knows how long it will take. With take it got me thinking, I'm supposed to be resting much much earlier today due to me having to reach TRL way way earlier tomorrow. How to sleep when I just feel bad inside? I just have to blog it out.
p/s: I don't mind your HOOWOO-ness so long as you're happy with it.
Labels: Bad girl :(
