hidden in disguise

2011-11-24T15:26:00.002+08:00

I have two passes to hang it over my neck now instead of one. I like BGC's staff pass, better than NLB's despite being a temp staff.. I use the same passport size photo as my previous polytechnic matric card & ezlink too. Lazy to take a new one. Since there's still a few pieces left, might as well use it right? Heeee.... Furthermore, my face still looks the same. No changes.

No one's in my department. The more reason to blog right? Heh! Its a good thing as I'm relaxing so much right now despite some work to be done. OOOPS! On the other hand, I just hate to answer their phone calls especially when their phones ring AT THE SAME TIME! Which one to answer first, you tell me? URGH!

Its the release of PSLE results today. For those whom did well, congratulations! For those whom didn't meet their expectations, do not be disheartened. This is just the first major examination faced. There's still opportunities to do well in other major examinations such as GCE 'O', 'N', 'A', diploma & etc, so long as there's willingness to succeed.

2011-11-09T15:05:00.003+08:00

Just how bored can I be at this hour, this minute & this second of time at my workplace? Still working at National Library Board with an extension period of 6 more months -___________- I have it extended all because I have not found a permanent job yet. No income, more worst right? Thats why I have to extend despite me loosing the interest in continuing it furthermore.

BGC is seriously getting on my nerve! It has already been a week since I continue my service & they have yet to call me up to come down & sign the renewal contract. Upteen calls have been made to them but so far no responses yet. If they didn't include the working hours that I've worked before signing the renewal contract for my pay this month, I'm so gonna turn mad!

Sharing session with the girlfriends later, hopefully. You girls better be prepared for my Q&A session. Tell me everything from A-Z!

2011-10-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

Finally, you've gotten what you've always wanted all this while, though merely, it was just a dinner. Most importantly, its about meeting my dad for the very first time despite introducing you as just a friend of mine. A good start I shall say? :):):)

The girlfriends gave me kisses through the phone today. Awwwww~ I'm touched. We'll have a meet up preferably this week right? Prepare your stories for me, okay! :):):)

Besides the girlfriends, I owe Fathin a meet up too. Working place so near her home yet it seems far. Heee~ Wait for me to beep you up, alright? Whats news of my teman celebrity? I ish mish tatak tuty :( CBG outing, I supposed?

As for now, I'm counting down to less than an hour to Baby's 23rd birthday :D

2011-10-04T14:50:00.000+08:00

I like this!

See the power of punctuations?

Eventually, this reminds me of Cikgu Asmadi. Not as in him personally but he did touch a topic regarding punctuations which could totally twist emotions when writing compositions.

Marah; Marah, Marah. Marah!

I could only remember that the word is 'marah' but I've forgotten how these same words are placed together to form a sentence. The impact is POWERFUL!

2011-09-29T22:46:00.001+08:00

I ISH A BAD GIRL :((((((((((((((

1 Zulkaedah. It was just day 1 of a new month after Syawal. Why do I just have to create an unpleasant atmosphere? My intentions were good. I thought I could just share a lil bit of people's joy or even add a lil smile on people's face when I could eventually remember their special occasions. I then realised that the clock doesn't synchronise with my time.

I should have just kept quiet. In other words, mind my own business. Though she said she doesn't mind, she's not angry/sad, but still deeeeep down, I could have just worsen her wounded heart. Apologies made. I just don't know how I can make it up to her. Treats? I don't think that will do the trick. Meeting up & having some catching-up session will be awkward.

It may sound that I'm exaggerating. Thats just me. I get panic easily even over the slightest thing. It will stay lingering on my mind for God knows how long it will take. With take it got me thinking, I'm supposed to be resting much much earlier today due to me having to reach TRL way way earlier tomorrow. How to sleep when I just feel bad inside? I just have to blog it out.
p/s: I don't mind your HOOWOO-ness so long as you're happy with it.

2011-09-27T23:10:00.001+08:00

Its 29 Syawal today. Before Syawal leaves us, I'll better post some Hari Raya pictures in this blog. Starting with my big family, of course!

Just like last year, we siblings including mum this time round, wears the checkered baju kurung. If last year we siblings represents a colour each, this year its colourful concept. Actually granny has one too. Its just that she likes to wear jubah instead every year. There's lots more pictures & I just wonder when is my eldest sis going to upload the rest when Syawal is actually coming to its end. ZzzzZZZzzz...

17 Sept 2011

This year I followed ♥ going raya with his SPF mates. All the guys & also 2 of the girls (guess which are the 2) are in the SPF. The remaining, were just tagging along with our partners. 2 7-seater cars in total. It was fun though at moments it was just awkward. Me & ♥ were blue-ish for the day.

Our total strength

We 6 in Shikin's dad's car, driven by ♥ throughout our raya outing.

Dearest baby♥

24 Sept 2011

My gorgeous girlfriends ♥

We also have our very own girls for our 'F1' car!

Our group photo with Ain wearing pink & yellow afterwards.

7 people in a 7-seater Toyota Estima car.

We're purple in colour this year!

Didn't have a chance to go raya with the poly mates this year round, maybe due to the guys serving their National Service & also our busy schedule perhaps?

2011-09-05T22:50:00.002+08:00

Bancho kecohkan YouTube dengan lenggok Matrep
So, Bancho appeared on Berita Harian today. Long time didn't watch his videos on youtube.

Even Warna has started tweeting for its morning programme. People has been asking me to join twitter...
But then.... I lazy want to tweet here, tweet there. Later end up like tweety, how? Okay, lame -____-
I want to sing here, sing there not tweet here, tweet there...

I'll be reviving back this blog pretty soon... Miss blogging to the MAX!

2011-09-01T23:22:00.002+08:00

Despite all the pains & sorrows faced,
Allah has something in stored for me.
Alhamdulillah, I managed to fast for the whole month of Ramadhan,
In other words, there's not a need for qada'

2011-04-28T23:22:00.000+08:00

You need to have setbacks in life in order to realise that you are actually brave enough to face it. Those weaknesses that will turn into strength eventually. Once you've managed to overcome the struggles in life, that's when you know that you are actually capable of handling it.

2011-04-23T00:58:00.000+08:00

Temasek Polytechnic students, spot the familiar face in the above picture (for those who knows). Looks like its not just how he named his blog URL, he himself is great to be fighting against the People's Action Party in the opposition team, The Workers Party. The polling of the general elections has been confirmed of being held on 7 May. Looks like this time round, residents of Marine Parade GRC, which is my area, has to vote. Just wait for 27 April for confirmation.

The NSP team leader, Yeo, who is married with two children, said, "The Marine Parade residents have been neglected because they have not been given a chance to vote for 20 years, so we now are giving them a chance." So, residents of Marine Parade GRC, you all can get to vote now. 20 years of not voting. I'm still young, no need to vote :):):) I don't mind not receiving the $600 from the government as I've not reached the legal age of 21. I'm enjoying the bits & pieces of just stepping into the big '20'.

2011-04-20T01:34:00.002+08:00

I really miss being a mentor for Week Zero Orientation. Two years being a mentor for April Orientation & a year being a mentor for October Orientation. This year, I didn't participate being a mentor despite it was my final chance before I left the school. I didn't know why I enjoyed being a mentor much. It was like reeeeeeally fun! Ice-breaking games, cheers, mass dance & regatta. Gosh! How I'd miss doing all that!

Thought of going for regatta this thursday since I didn't get a chance to go for regatta last year all due to the high fever that I had! It was really such a waste. I must have had drained myself out from all the cheering, dancing & also that last minute EFTW practice session. I practiced hard enough remembering all the steps just not to be able to perform on the actual day itself. How sad can it be? :(:( I was happy to know that engine won the regatta despite still loosing to business school for the fifth time for the overall champion. What disheartened me was that I wasn't part of the regatta when we won. But still, I'm proud of myself for being able to stay all the way till the orientation's over.

The spirit suddenly died off when more & more new faces started streaming in. I'm half-hearted to go for regatta already. But then, I want to feel the engine spirit one more time before I left the school. But then, a friend of mine was 'chased' out when he actually offered to help around. But I wanna go! But what should I do there? But do anyone bother even if I come down? But... But... But...

Every year, before we end the last day of week zero, it would be most saddening & touching moments. Those final year students will cry their hearts out as they will be graduating & it will be the last camp that they attend. All those hugs, photos taken, crying moments.... I want to be part of it all. I want to end my schooling days in that way. Can I......??

2011-04-14T02:24:00.000+08:00

13 Apr 2011

FORUM

Nasib lulusan tanpa pengalaman bekerja

BEBERAPA pembaca telah meluahkan masalah anak mereka mendapatkan kerja atas alasan kelayakan dan tiada pengalaman. Saya pula pernah bekerja di sebuah hotel bertaraf lima bintang yang terkenal di sini. Oleh kerana tiada pengalaman, saya bertugas sebagai pekerja biasa walaupun mempunyai diploma dalam bidang Hospitaliti dan Pelancongan. Demi mencari pendapatan, saya terus bekerja hampir lima bulan dan terasa amat penat memandangkan waktu kerja dua giliran. Pada hujung minggu, saya bekerja selama 12-14 jam sehari. Akhirnya, saya terpaksa berhenti Oktober lalu dan menganggur sehingga sekarang ini.

Saya berusaha mencari berbagai-bagai pekerjaan. Namun saya kesal dan kecewa kerana setiap kali memohon, saya diberi jawapan yang menghampakan dan disuruh menunggu jawapan demi jawapan dengan alasan tiada pengalaman bekerja. Ingin saya bertanya, bagaimana saya akan mendapat pengalaman jika saya tidak diberi peluang bekerja? Bagaimana nasib golongan seperti saya dan juga mereka yang senasib dengan saya terus dibiarkan menggigit jari tanpa diberi peluang bekerja. Di mana harus saya mengadu nasib dan mendapat bantuan untuk menyelesaikan perkara ini?

Nurquraisha Idayu Rakil

I couldn't agree less to what I read in the forum section of yesterday's Berita Harian. If already the writer faces difficulty in finding a job relating to her diploma, what more me? I'm currently finding a job that is not even related to my diploma. EXPERIENCE. Thats just what companies are looking for.

But then, come to think of it. That's basically what we job-seekers are actually looking for right? We finding work to gain the experience. How are we ever going to get the experience if not given the opportunity? I understand that those experienced have better & higher chances of getting the job. They would have familiarised themselves & have knowledge of the job scope. What about us, the fresh diploma graduates without prior experience? Are we just gonna be at a disadvantage?

On the other hand, its good to know that Dee has been scheduled for an interview by 2 different companies all thanks to the design show that she had at Vivocity. Instead of her looking for a job, ended up the job is looking for her. How great! How I'd wish the same thing could happen to me... All the best for both of your interviews, girlfriend! Hope you get the job!

2011-04-13T02:51:00.004+08:00

Nowadays Youtube have been a platform for people to show their 'talent' off. Just take a look at Indonesia. Even Briptu Norman, a police officer who was on duty. Due to him dancing & lip-singing to a bollywood song, Chaiya Chaiya, he was well known. He's been given the chance to do some music recording. Not only that, he will also be appearing in an Indonesian drama acting. Its not just him, previously Shinta & Jojo, and also Udin made their way becoming artist when their talent were being recognised through the youtube video that they uploaded.

I'll just be uploading the Briptu Norman video only cause its funny watching it. The rest if you all want to know, find out yourself okay? I lazy lahh. Heee~~

Like that, I also want to upload a video to youtube of me singing can? Who knows any music recording company recognises my talent? Well, Justin Bieber was first known through youtube too. HAHAHA! DREAM ON! I don't want also, just kidding. Like what I've said before, I don't want lots of people to know who I am. In other words, I am a low profile person. I don't need the name, fame and popularity. There's nothing to gain from it.

I'm done with ironing mum's clothings to be worn to work later. Its a soccer match between Man United versus Chelsea. Its quite surprising that I could stay up till this late to watch soccer matches. I did watch 2 live soccer matches previously but I'll end up sleeping halfway through the match. HAHAH! I'm very sure this time round, I'll watch it till the end! Go Man United! Go Chelsea! Since I don't know which team to support, I'll be supporting BOTH! Fair enough, right? :):):)

2011-04-11T00:41:00.002+08:00

Its Monday morning, whereby most will be feeling shagged to go for school / work. Better known as Monday blues. Do you know that it is actually a good start of the week? Change your opinions of Mondays when I'm done jotting the reasons down.

1. Naiknya Nabi Idris a.s ke langit.
2. Nabi Musa a.s berangkat ke bukit Thursina.
3. Rasulullah s.a.w dilahirkan.
4. Malaikat Jibril turun kepada Rasulullah s.a.w buat kali pertama.
5. Amal perbuatan umat ditunjukkan kepada Rasulullah s.a.w
6. Wafatnya Rasulullah s.a.w
7. Bukti keesaan Allah diturunkan..."Qul huwallahu ahad"

2011-04-08T00:44:00.006+08:00

Subhanallah. It has been nearly a month after the twin disasters hit Japan. Another earthquake hit Japan. Not to mention, the natural disasters that kept on happening in Indonesia. It is seriously heart-wrenching to see how the world is coming to an end soon. Alhamdulillah. We should really be thankul for being able to be given a chance to see another beautiful day ahead when we woke up from our beauty sleep.

Well, its Friday today. Weekends are drawing near. Weekends seems like weekdays for me too. I've been sleeping extremely late. I have sleeping difficulties. No matter how late I sleep, I will still wake up no later than 12pm. Well, I'm disciplined :) Since I don't feel like having my rest just yet, I shall do my mum a favour by....... finding the HAND-SOCKS for her! Till then, XOXO!

2011-04-06T00:52:00.002+08:00

Girls naturally, they are shy with expressing their feelings towards the other gender. That's normal I guess. They are usually waiting for the guy to make the first move but I see nothing wrong with girls expressing it first. Either they are really really shy or they just fear rejection.

Expressing your feelings first doesn't mean that you have no sense of shame or you'll lose your face. It just means that you are 1 of the million girls out there that is brave enough to do that. By keeping it to oneself, you are just hurting yourself. Jealousy occurs whenever you see how other girls get close to 'him' and how 'he' get close to other girls. You feel hurt deep inside, won't you? By expressing your feelings first, at the very least, 'he' knows your feelings for 'him' though in the end you might get yourself rejected.

'He' will then know that someone actually cares for him. 'He' might even eventually come back running to you. Sounds dramatic isn't it? Like those Bollywood films? But believe me, it does happen in real life but only to a minority group.

The image above suddenly reminds me MSN / Windows Live Messenger / E-Buddy. When did I last sign in? It was during one of the Major Project days having mass chats with the usual TP cliques. I wonder how many contact invitations I've yet to accept. I want to go online but each time when I did, there'll be no one chatting with me. I'll be the one starting the conversation or even invite them to play online games sometimes. Some don't even reply me back. URGH! I will come back online one day when I feel like chatting with people. Heeee~~

2011-04-04T18:08:00.002+08:00

Work. Everyone seems to be working now be it part-time, contract, full-time etc. What about me? Alhamdulillah, I'm still searching. I believe my turn to work has yet to come. Seeing friends working does damper me a lil but I feel the joy for them. When people keep asking me, " When you gonna start working?", "Not working?" or even prompting me to work, don't you think that I don't want to work too? Who doesn't right?

I know that I've been spending my days at home. But at the very least before I start working, I'm actually doing some household chores. Furthermore, people also wonder just how am I going to work. Its like ME WORKING? I myself also do wonder but then I know of my own competencies. I hindered those negative thinking aside.

How am I supposed to get work when I've only applied for 1 job so far? HAHAH! Insya'allah, I'll apply for more in times to come. Right now, I can't afford to go for any outings anymore. Since not working = no income = shortage of kacings = no more outings! I can't afford any more outings. Luckily for me, I managed to still go for the karaoke session held by the polymates & also for the couple outing session by the girlfriends. But still, they're much missed by me!

2011-01-18T23:10:00.002+08:00

Ever since the start of 2011, I've been busy to even have my blog updated. Assignments, projects & quizzes all piling up together. Final semester in Temasek Polytechnic. I have barely like about 6 more weeks till the end of everything, Insya'allah. I just want the best of everything till my graduation. The clock is ticking fast. So little time left.

Please let me go through this last bits & pieces of education in Temasek Polytechnic to be a fruitful one.

2010-12-21T22:32:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA! People, agree on this one??

Though I always declared myself as a 'celebrity' to my polymates, I won't even want if it happens in real life. To me, once you're called as a celebrity, you're exposed to the world. People will want to know more about your everyday life. There will be not much of privacy. There's pros & cons, of course.

The good part will be people knowing who you are even when you're on the streets. You will have fans seeking for your autographs, photographs etc. The bad part is when you have to keep a good image of yourself especially when you're in a public. Gossips will come sooner or later. Usually new comers in the industry will have to be known as 'single' to everyone though they might be attached. Thats what I know through watching dramas but does that really happen in real life? I wonder~~

I don't need fame. I want to do what I want & what I like without being cautious in public. Cheyyy~~ Berbual dah macam betulnya celebrity pulak. KwangKwangKwang.

2010-12-20T21:05:00.002+08:00

I know its kinda late to say it now but still, Selamat Menyambut Tahun Baru Islam 1432H to all my Muslim friends out there. If there's any wrongdoings that I've done, may I be forgiven. May this Tahun Baru Islam brings berkah to all of us. Amin Ya'rabbal Alamin.

Term tests might be over but that does not mean a celebration. There'll confirm a paper or more that I've flung. What's done cannot be undone right? Just taking a short break from studies for the time being & try to enjoy the 2 weeks break given. Not to mention yet, PROJECTS. Hurhur :'( Taking things slowly & I'm sure Allah will direct me to the right path.

I think that I need to do some catching up with people. Be it babylove, girlfriends, secondary school mates, primary school mates, madrasah mates & even my polytechnic mates. The problem is I'm always not gonna be the one initiating any plans. If I were to organise an outing, it will turn out to be a mess or worse still, would anyone turn up? I'd rather be staying at home & wait for anyone offering me to go out. Simpler right? I'll maybe try to organise an outing ONEE FINEE DAYYYY.

I always have lots of things to blog about especially since my absence from blogging due to preparation of term tests but then I don't know what / where / when / who / why / how to start off. In the end, I'll just end it there.

Can I just be friends with everyone & not having anyone to be not in good terms with me & vice versa? I wish for a better friendship. I want to get along with everyone well without any issues. Though the fact is ; I'm not that sociable.

2010-12-04T00:54:00.002+08:00

Month of December - it better be a nice month to wrap things up in 2010.

What's done:

- step my foot on NEX already

- all quizzes

What needs to be done:

- have to REALLY STOP facebook-ing

- report at 6am for work on Sunday

What's yet to be done:

- Discovery Journal. URRGH!

- CCOM Final Report --___--

Coming up:

- ITECH lab test

- TERM TEST IN A WEEK'S TIME!!!

What's needed:

D-I-S-C-I-P-L-I-N-E

2010-11-30T21:23:00.000+08:00

More photos will be at facebook, if I'm not lazy to do so =)
It has always been a wonderful journey in this relationship. There's always ups & downs but we're able to overcome it, Alhamdulillah. I'm looking for more chapters ahead with you. You kept asking me who is the more devoted partner between us & my answer will always be YOU. It doesn't mean that I am going through this relationship insincerely. Though I like to 'cuci mata' always, deep down the heart, there's always YOU inside. I love you. Happy 2nd, bbylove.

Thanks for bearing with my nonsense all this while. Kept bugging you with my singing, rengek-rengek & all those acts of mine that may look stupid to the eye. Though 19, I still look childish, doesn't reflect to my age. I am harsh verbally, not those sweet-spoken type. There's no intention of raising my voice everytime we talk. I seriously don't know how to groom myself up. I like simplicity, not having any make-ups on. I prefer shirts as my tops & jeans as my bottoms. I am thin, lack of nutrition. Looks like a runway. Most importantly, thank you for accepting me for who I am despite you wanting to see a change in me.

A change? Definitely will but slowly. I very very the stubborn, you know. I just couldn't imagine myself to be lady-like. HAHA!

2010-11-25T21:13:00.002+08:00

New Exciting Xperience (NEX) shopping mall at Serangoon Central has opened but not officially yet. My two younger sisters went there already. Jakun or what. I will make my way there when the mall has been officially open. A shopping mall of six levels, it is even bigger than AMK hub & Junction 8 combined together. What I like is that there's gonna be my favourite Long John Silver & of course our own National Library Board. Don't have to travel far2 already to go library :)

Whats wrong with bus service 8? It came thrice at one go, two double-decker bus & a single deck. Sungguh perangai! I'd like to thank Ismael for accompanying me to walk to Tampines from school. Though he was reluctant to do so, I gave him all sorts of reason & finally he admitted defeat :p GOOD JOB! I'm training him before he starts serving his national service. HAHA! My concession ended yesterday & I thought it ended today. That was the reason why I chose to walk all the way to Tampines & rejecting his offer to use coins. Save your coins to buy me bubble tea next time round okay? Hee~~

If you people were a fan of Cinta Fitri, there's actually a sad news for all. Ida Kusumah also known playing the role of Omah, has passed away at the shooting location due to heart attack. Innalillahi wainnailaihi roji'un. Semoga amal ibadahnya diterima disisi Allah s.w.t.

2010-11-24T22:01:00.003+08:00

Azri, specially for you. HAHA! Fierce tak??
Parents & little sister back from Boyan already. Little sister will be taking her PSLE results tomorrow. Bring home good results & do the family proud okay? Anyway, little sister is much much taller than me now! What happen to me? Am I shrinking or is she growing up? Must blame the heavy school bags that I carry for not causing me to grow any taller. Talking about school bags, I've actually spoiled 2 of my sisters' bag. My school books are just too heavy for the bag to carry its weight. Either that or I'm bringing unnecessary things to school. I'm in need of kachings to pay them back. Anniversary coming soon too. URGH!

Judging went fine, I supposed. Things did went haywire before judging but Alhamdulillah, it works. Thats the most important thing. Congrats to my project group. It was a job well done. Advanced Electronics first lab session tomorrow. I didn't know where I last placed my tools. Good job ahh. Confirm2 I have lots of missing tools. There's only 6 people that attended Advanced Electronics lecture just now, all thanks to judging. How great. We're already the only class of Advanced Electronics & only a pathetic number of people turn up. I pitied the lecturer. Though I have the thoughts of skipping lecture on Wednesday as it is the only lesson that I have for the day, I didn't do it. I'm a good girl :) HAHA! What if one fine day, none turn up, I'll be the only student in the lecture theatre. I wonder. Like goodgood only me. Okay enough of my wonderings. I'm heading to bed for my 9am lesson tomorrow.

2010-11-23T21:10:00.002+08:00

Major project judging tomorrow at 4pm. I just want to get it over and done with it fast. No dragging it further. No more returning to DU. Insya'allah, everything will go smooth sailing. There's seriously lots of effort been put into this project though the minimal part comes from me. Just waiting for CCOM report to be completely done & I can bid goodbye to the wheelchair.

Yesterday was a Moooaaandaaay for me. Cpass lost in school campus initially, did CCOM draft in DU lab for awhile but then the mind got concentrated already and left at 6pm. I got myself paiseh when someone caught me tearing away. Ohh~~ I got onto bus 8 already when the staff at ENG general office gave me a call saying that someone had returned my Cpass. Too late! I boarded the bus already. I dropped off at Bedok Reservoir to get for myself a waffle & bubble tea, in order to get small change & coins. Walk 2 bus stops ahead in order to save transport money. In the end, from Tp to Bedok Reservoir and Eunos Link to Serangoon cost me $1.20 each. Expensive!

Finally done with CCOM report at 4am. Just draft only, I think that hard, not yet the actual submission. Luckily school starts at 12pm. If not, I'll end up sleeping in class. Didn't get to attend ECAPP lecture due to queueing to print CCOM at design school. It was not a long queue but the students there took forever to print their stuffs. Can't be blamed, design students always busy with their submission. I gave up queuing and went AS to print instead since I didn't know how to use the school computer to print.

I want to get back my 8 hours lack of sleep from yesterday's work done. All the best to everyone for judging be it tomorrow or Friday!

2010-11-20T18:54:00.005+08:00

I declined the offer to work at Expo tomorrow, after much thoughts. I wanted cash to be flowing in but I don't think I'm able to manage it with 2 quizzes on Monday. Furthermore, I will confirm be a blur-blur person there, not knowing what to do despite instructions were being told. Rather than later making mistakes & delaying the whole process, I'd rather not. There's still 5th December to have the job done. At least I know someone doing the job together with me.

Stress pressure is slowly making its way up. I'm trying to have it in control. I need assistance in studying. I need tutors. I need some fun too at the same time. Books, looks like I'm dating you since bbylove is not around. Please be good & let my brain absorbed the knowledge in. Just quizzes only, I stress already. Not yet term tests & main exams. Younger sister went for TPRawks. Today is day 3 which means there's jam & hop. Feels like joining in too.

Next Saturday till bbylove be back. Long time already in overseas. Come back fast!

2010-11-19T20:17:00.001+08:00

Youth nowadays are becoming more daring. Bbylove has disallow me to go Downtown alone ever since the staring incident happened. Following by gang fights at Bukit Panjang, having parang in concession when attending Downtown chalet & most recent, slashing at AMK. Quite scared to go anywhere alone. I have to be more careful.

Next week will be a very busy week with 2 quizzes on Monday & most importantly, Major Project judging on Wednesday at 4pm. Had Advanced Electronics quiz this week. A tricky one but still manageable. CCOM assignment yet done, ITECH assignment yet completed & quizzes yet to be learned. Step-by-step. I think that I'm not gonna start today since Friday has always been my self-declared 'off day'. Wish me all the best people!

2010-11-14T21:49:00.002+08:00

The envelope that I was holding on to was a token of appreciation from ALMAS for getting the second position in class. Alhamdulillah, it was my first time receiving it. I didn't get to share the happiness with parents & bbylove though. Next year, 'Kelas Belia', a combination from the current M4B & a few others. It will add on to the number 20 of the class.

Week 4 of school tomorrow. Revisions yet made. Quizzes coming up. I can feel the stress pressure already. I promised bbylove to remain strong & persevere. Senior already, no longer a freshie nor junior. Must learn from previous mistakes & not to repeat it again. I admit that schooling everyday is tiring but I take it positively as I am actually learning something each day. Furthermore throughout my learning journey in TP, I've not been given the chance to experience a single day without lessons. In others words, nothing new & used to it already.

Im back to using the Nokia phone. Blackberry having problems. I don't quite mind so long as I have a handphone to use. Simple. Same same like bbylove. I like :):) I'll wait for your call when you're back from hutan (whats hutan in english ehh? HAHA!

2010-11-13T20:06:00.004+08:00

Been feeling weak ever since Wednesday due to NAPFA. I think that I over exerted myself since this is the second time I'm taking it. I think that I'm the only girl who did the retest. Why bother taking it again? I think that I can do much better. But then looking at the results, though much better than the previous one, still does not make much of a difference. But still, I enjoyed the company of my teman celebrity :):) We should go exercise together one fine day, want?? HAHA!

Alhamdulillah, Im getting much, much better. Its just that my stomach does hurt & the legs too. I got scolding from my mum saying that I didn't do warm-ups before doing NAPFA, didn't eat enough vitamins etc.. Mum told me to go see the doctor and of course I refused! Its a stay at home for me then. I'm supposed to join AeynnGf, Jovin & some others for dinner yesterday but I just can't bring myself to go there & also because I couldn't make it on time due to sending my parents & little sister to the airport.

They went back kampung, Boyan. I wanted to follow but then I started school already. Long time already never went back there, 14 years back maybe? I wanna take the airplane again.. They will be back on the 22nd November. My dad did korban there, thats why. Coming Hari Raya Haji will be without parents, little sister & also bbylove. No fun no fun!

2010-11-09T20:53:00.005+08:00

4 years ago, I understand the meaning of the word HURT in depth. A first time experience that changes my life 360 degrees. Everything seemed to change, even me. Cries after cries, that used to be my night routine. From that incident onwards, I kept everything to myself. Feelings were hidden deep inside the heart. I knew that this has to be put to a stop. No use pondering about it anymore. Life has to go on as per normal.

It then took me another 2 years to actually have my heart opened up for someone. I kept that someone waiting & waiting & waiting. Those ears of mine were filled with fruitful advices coming from those caring peers. Lots of thinking were done in making the right decision which will benefit both parties. A decision was finally made which was to give that someone a chance to have a place in my heart. A new chapter of my life has begin with him.

I'm not keeping any hatreds to you. In fact, I'd actually like to have you thank-ed. Thank you for finally letting me go. It was the best decision that you've made. May you find your happiness just like how I've found mine. Thank you for giving someone else the opportunity to be a companion of mine. Thank you for giving me a chance to experience hurt & eventually able to overcome it. It thus made me to be a stronger person than before.

If he's dumb enough to walk away, be smart enough to let him go

2010-11-07T21:55:00.002+08:00

Out of four malay cultural group productions that I've watched, I think so far, the best will be Dua Dunia(RP), followed by Kental Ah Lu Mat(RP), Bujur Lalu Melintang Patah(TJC) & lastly Terasa(NYP). I enjoyed myself, I hope others too. The best part would still be... EVERYONE'S WAITING FOR ME! HAHA! Not on purpose. Blame the train, not me. A bad idea to take the train during the peak hours especially when you're not boarding NEL or the Circle line. It was so so so stuffy in there despite the air-conditioned surrounding. A whole crowd alighted at Yishun. Hmm... LIke great only the shopping mall. Suddenly I have the urge of going there too.

Back to where I started off, sorry friends if you find that the seats allocated were quite a hassle due to the barrier in front of it. Only seats after the barrier were allocated for audiences to seat & we actually got the front, center seat. Not that bad right?? I still prefer the venue to be at the theatre instead of the studio. Just like last year, when the show ended, had dinner at Mac. Home with sister after which.
I like the blurry effect look
Overall I spend about half of the amount of money that I had in my epass for taking train rides. With the fare of about $13 to $6 left. GOSH! Basically I was taking the train for SCMS briefing at Henderson Secondary School, with a transfer of 3 trains from Circle Line to NEL to EW line, to & fro. Going for Dua Dunia at Republic Polytechnic, from Circle Line to NS line, to & fro. On the way back home, the train that I was taking terminates at Ang Mo Kio. Why can't the train just terminates at Bishan, just one more stop after?? Waited for the next train which was also the last train. By the time, I was already like falling asleep inside the train.

ps: Korang dua macam dah janji je tak datang..

2010-11-06T12:51:00.002+08:00

went for his fourth overseas trip, this time round to Australia, yesterday. Since it was a public holiday, I was able to send him off in the morning. I was glad that he didn't take the Quantas flight. Air New Zealand was the flight he took. Three weeks more till his arrival back to Singapore. I just hope that he will be doing fine there & he will reach back home safely. I'm starting to miss him already . After which I was asked to tag along with the rest of his family members to have a bite at Ananda Bhavan Restaurant. After which, we went to the Changi Aviation Gallery. I was sent home by 's sister. Thanks for the treat & the ride home.

011110

2010-11-05T01:09:00.006+08:00

It was Double-Two Birthday celebration. It was actually a couple karaoke session & at the same time birthday celebration were being held. Though it doesn't turn out to be exactly what I had planned due to my helpers arriving late, I'd still like to thank them for attending the event & making it to be a success.
This 'Happy Birthday' banner was the only decoration that I was able to put up. Balloons were yet to be blown :((
Cookies & Cream birthday cake with a message written as 'Saidil, Happy 22nd Birthday' on it. Yummy yum :))
We should have it again with next time having AeynnGf to join in pleeeeaseeee?? Two outings I've organised & you didn't make it for both :((
I'm sorry if your birthday celebration did went a lil bit hay-wired. I hope you enjoyed your birthday celebrations & also the gifts that I've gotten for you. You want to know why I named it as Double-Two celebration? You turned 22 on your birthday & also because I celebrated your birthday twice with you, an advance & also on the day itself with finally having to munch on Cheesy 7 pizza :)) Sorry to have kept you waiting till the time that I break my fast.

2010-11-02T23:20:00.002+08:00

Berita Harian 1st November 2010: "Mayat lelaki itu dipercayai ditemui seseorang yang sedang berJOGGING di kawasan itu."

Though I read the article at Berita Harian last Monday, I didn't spot the error till a friend of mine wrote in at her facebook wall. Looks like the usage of malay language and english language can form a combination of language. What has happen to bulan bahasa then? Come to think of it, everyone does make mistakes but hopefully this kind of mistakes doesn't appear in Berita Harian article anymore.

Berita Harian 1st November 2010: Usah dikutuk 'si lembut'...

Republic Polytechnic MCG production, Dua Dunia appeared in the news. Saw my sis? HAHA! I want to thank those friends of mine whom had the tickets purchased. Siapa belum bayar, jangan lupa ehh...

1st November 2010: 011110 (binary no. 30 )

had his 22nd birthday celebrated. I'll update more about it in my next entry.

2010-10-21T15:13:00.003+08:00

School is starting by next Monday & Im not excited at all about it. I've yet to receive my timetable up till now. Lembab ahh TP I badly wanna know whether the subjects I've yet to take does fit into the timetable. Cepat lahhh!!!

Since there's a new shuttle bus service operating at Serangoon to TP & for the meantime its free, I wanna ride it but I want a friend to accompany me. Macam paiseh gitu kan gi sendiri. Atleast for the first week, I wanna avoid road congestion, having the trouble to change bus & also getting a seat in the bus.

Fiqh & Tauhid exam this coming Sunday. Done with my notes but yet to study for it. Perangai ehh. Gonna start on it maybe later. Before I end this post, I'd like to wish Muhammad Azri a happy advanced birthday! Turning 22 on the 22nd Oct. Cool. & not forgetting Muhammad Hakim too.

2010-10-11T13:45:00.005+08:00

Another friend of mine appeared in Berita Harian today due to excelling well in his studies. He is none other than my tutor, Zafizuddin. I didn't know that he appeared in Straits Times last week whereas he didn't know that he appeared in Berita Harian today. HAHA! I'd just like to congratulate him & wish him all the best in pursuing his studies.

On the other note, I've done watching Lagenda Anak Setan online. Okaylah but I find the ending to be left hanging. Maybe due to its part two that I've yet to watch. I wanna watch Mantra next if I had the chance to borrow sis laptop again. Any other movies that you people wanna recommend me to watch?

Ouh, looks like its 11/10 again

2010-10-09T23:40:00.002+08:00

I'm here to help promote RP's MCG production for my sis as she's helping in the selling of the ticket. Baikkan aku. HAHAH! Here's some details of the production in case what is shown above can't be seen clearly. If interested, you can get back to me.

Its a 2 days 3 show
Time: 6 NOV - 7pm or 7 NOV - 2pm & 7pm show (choose either one of the three slots)
Venue: The Republic Cultural Centre - Studio
Title: Dua Dunia
Tickets selling at $5

2010-10-08T19:07:00.003+08:00

This is how my raya outing on the 25th Sept goes. 4 people in a Cherry QQ car was cute isn't it? Too bad Aeynn couldn't get to join us due to work purposes. Next year, no more excuses kay sweetie? From 12pm got delayed all the way till 2pm. Biasa jugak, sape lagi yang every year lambat kalau bukan Dee. Oops! HAHAH! It was raining cats & dogs. Luckily this year got car. If not, thats it ahh! Thanks Dee for the make-up

Since we only cover 4 houses, it ended early. Since I'm not able to catch the midnight movie due to Madrasah the next day, we went to lepak. Went around Changi area there to watch the airplanes. Beautiful indeed. Home sweet home after that. This year & me were a gray couple. This year's colour also matches! Yeah! Since waiting for Dee to upload most of the pics from her camera which until now she have yet to do it, I might as well upload first right? Though most of it were taken from Dee's camera. More of the photos can be viwed at fb. Lazy lahh want to uopload a lot here. Troublesome.

Nampak macam princess tak? Hee~~

2010-10-07T16:49:00.002+08:00

When Gfs meet up, it gets hell yeah of a nonsense! The idea was to fetch Dee from work but since Aeynn was late, we ended up meeting at City Hall straight. I break my fast at Bedok interchange while waiting for the arrival of the bus. Thanks Aeynn for the wonderful Ice lemon Tea. Lain kali beli chrysanthemum tea kay. HAHA! Hear out her side of the story in which I was the last to know Chat & chat till we're unsure of where to alight at & Aeynn had to ask those group of Chinese guys sitting behind us. Hee~~ Dee was already like impatiently waiting for us. Sorry Aeynn for insisting on taking the bus as I got bus concession. Next time tell me sooner that you didn't have concession alrite.. Chit-chatted at Mac & shots were taken here & there.

ps: Dee said I look like minah. NO okay!

2010-09-30T16:34:00.002+08:00

Lets talk about lovelife. I have friends whom their boyfriends are serving NS, just like me. Guys when serving NS sure have to go overseas, be it for field trip or having attached there for weeks. Just some form of encouragement for those gerls whom are feeling down. Absence makes the heart grows fonder. Be strong, just like me . 's leaving me soon for Australia. It will be his third time when serving NS that he is leaving me.

Photos yet to be uploaded from camera. No computer how to upload? Nevermind lah. I also lazy. Photos from handphone also I have yet to upload. Wait long2 kay people. HAHAH! I have completed fasting for the month of Syawal yesterday. Today I still fast & maybe tomorrow too cos it just seems weird to end it on a Wednesday. Puasa lebih tak mengapa.

2010-09-30T11:57:00.000+08:00

On the 22 Sept, CBG & RB ++ some others had raya outing. 3 cars with 18 people is just WOW! It could have been a better raya outing only if people were being more cooperative & not being a nuisance. HAHA! Pictures up next! Only some were chosen among tons of photos uploaded. It was a bad hair day The ex & me wore the same colour but then not exactly the same like last year. TWO years already! No photo shown cos he rejected me! Merajuk ahh kira..

I had a HUGE flower on my head!
LEMS + BABS = LEMBABS!
CBG first photo of the day
CBG still
Beyonce & Celebrity
&& still CBG
Trauma gerls
My MP /SIP groupmates
CBG informal pose
Group photo

2010-09-20T20:56:00.002+08:00

Mega perdana 2010 has been shown on Suria channel. Including this, it has been 3 times already I watched it. Eldest sis will open the dvd that she bought & she will literally asked us to watch it. But then the tv only show it for 1 hour. This week, they only show the girls group. Banyak cut shot lah, tak best. Got saw my eldest sis? Kumpulan Srikandi Tiara Widjaya. Tak spot pun nevermind. Haha!
Niwae, I'd like to congratulate the girl above whom is in blue blouse & wearing spectacles. She is Fathiyah Diyana, one of my best friend back in primary school days aside from Zyra. She appeared on Berita yesterday & Berita Harian today. She has always been a bright student. Once again, congrats friend. You brought us proud. I miss my Yangzhengnites. A reunion one day? Insya'allah.

2010-09-20T18:58:00.000+08:00

I know its a bit too late to say it but still , Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Minal Aidil Walfaizin Here's some pictures of how I celebrated my raya.

Family

Eldest to youngest

I'm the tallest, NOT!

According to height

More raya outings can? I want duit collection. Hee~~

2010-09-17T00:58:00.003+08:00

Like finally, I've done editing here & there just to have a change of the new blogskin. Seems like some kids blog huh? Just wanna the blog to be filled with colours to just brighten up the day whenever I'm reading my entries. Once I got bored over it, I shall change the colours & the background. I need some comments, if possible?
Want to update further also the eyes can't seem to open already.
Another morning day again later. Urgh!

2010-09-09T10:37:00.002+08:00

sad ; sad ; sad ;

the end

2010-09-02T10:12:00.003+08:00

I should be typing my SIP report instead of blogging. But then, I just couldn't get ideas to flow into this brain of mine. Next thursday submission day. I've not yet completed any sections of the report. Any kind fellow wanna lend me a helping hand? Heee~~

Azri gotten $20 Borders book voucher upon doing the MINDEF / SAF Career preference survey 2010. We submitted together & I didn't get it. NOT FAIR! Not my luck yet , maybe. I'm almost late again yesterday. I ran all the way. Get to clock-in on time. Biasa ahh .. Kater dulu runner. Kwang3!! I don't like running early in the morning but I have no choice. I will be heavily panting. I will have to walk round the school first in order to breathe in properly. If not fasting month nevermind lah. Kekuatan orang berpuasa agaknye .. Even if I were to be late, make it next week.

Blog wouldn't be interesting without photos right? Here's two overdue pictures of Fathin's birthday celebration (26 / 7) & Syaz's birthday celebration (22 / 8).
ps: If only this were to be my report kan bagus. Workshop later on 2pm - 5pm.

2010-08-31T12:24:00.005+08:00

TWO times already. How bout I make THREE times? Seems fun. I could have run but I choose not to. This reminds me during secondary school days. Surrendering ez-link card, doing push-ups & running round the parade square. Funny right when you live quite near the school but still ended up being late? Thats when you call it perangai.

Speaking bout secondary school, I badly wanna go back Bartley. Its Teachers' Day celebration today. It didn't cross my mind actually. Luckily, AinGf reminded me of it. Thanks sweety :) Too bad, I have to give it a miss due to SIP :( Sorry teachers, I've dissappointed those whom wanting to meet me. HAHA! Macam faham je aku ni. It doesn't feel like Teachers' Day here in poly. Boring.

People at home are mostly down with the sickness. It started from just a person & it spreads fast. Hopefully, I'm not gonna get infected. My antibodies strong you know. HAHA! Can't afford to get sick lah. Left with only next week to clock-in & clock-out for SIP. Furthermore, I can't just leave my groupmates rushing through the project themselves. I'm sure they need me. I've been a GREAT help. HAHAHA! Banyak shiok sendiri aku ni ehh.

Its lunch break. Going lepak with the rest now. Baiknye Azri tunggukan aku. Suruh pergi dulu taknak tau. "Tak baik pergi sorang2. Tak jiwe." Awwwwww... HAHAHA!

2010-08-30T11:14:00.002+08:00

Left with tomorrow towards the ending for the month of August. At the same time it is also the last 10 days of Ramadhan. Subhanallah. Time do flies fast without us realising it. LailatulQadar is the night that we've been waiting for. Those odd nights ; 21, 23, 25, 27 & 29. I dun wanna miss those nights. Once in a year opportunity only.

"Diamnya orang berpuasa itu sedang bertasbih , Diamnya orang berbual itu sedang berdoa , Diamnya orang tidur itu sedang ibadah"

Doa Qunut recited by Ustaz Drs Ahmad Dahri never fails to touch my heart. Tears kept on flowing. I believe not just me alone is doing that. Some even weeped badly. In just 10 days more, Ramadhan is leaving us. We might not even know if we're able to meet Ramadhan again next year, Insya'allah.

"Be strong now , because things will get better . It might be stormy now but it can't rain forever ." This quote kinda help me pull myself up but still, it saddens me.

2010-07-15T18:38:00.000+08:00

Its already the month of July. When did I last blogged? Hmm.. I miss blogging. Its just that Im not given the opportunity to do so. I don't have a comp to use & there's just no time to blog. Wads my recent happenings?

I've had my hair cut. I don't like it, like seriously. Okay except for the fringe. There's no more rebonded hair. Back to natural. I wanted it short cos I just can't stand long hair. I wanna cut it the layered way like how I've always cut it but the hairstylish said it doesn't suit me cos I have curly hair... blablabla.. I let her cut it her way as long as my hair is not being cut straight / the same length. It will just look like 'penyapu'. She then cut it like Rihanna's style last time when the front sides of the hair is long & the back short. It doesn't suit me lah. I don't think people will find it nice too. Haishh~~

I've yet to change my profile pic for fb too. Fb's getting bored nowadays. Im just using it for the sake of playing games. See my profile also nothing interesting. No one posted anything on my wall. Thats more mundane. I think right my life's plain & boring thats why everything seems boring too. So blog, entertain me okay?

Next, my Sony Ericsson W595 can't be use totally. I've yet to send it for repair. Lazy to travel & also to entertain whatever questions asked. Currently, Im using a nokia phone that doesn't have a camera function. I've gotten my bb's back wif me but I only use it to capture photos. I bring both of them wherever I go. Why the trouble & not just use the bb? Haha! I like making trouble for myself. The bb too many function lah, I don't like. I like simple2 one. Leceh arh aku ni...

Whenever I feel like using the comp / not lazy, I would just head over to the lib's sch comp. Not everyday lah. From breadboard all to way to the lib is not near okay.. Padehal hari2 balik gi main busstop boleh tau.. Hahahahaha!

Haruskah.. Kita mencari... (Im so gonna get the lyrics stuck inside my head)
Im heading home & so, bye readers!

2010-06-08T15:53:00.005+08:00

Well, I'll try to recall past happening events. Starting wif napha test. Damn! I think that Im just able to get participation not even bronze! Failed almost all stations. I need a workout. Who wanna go exercising wif me? I know who to ask already. Heh heh..

Its the 'ex' birthday. Had a mini advanced birthday celebration for him. Sorry I couldn't get you anything. Happy 21st birthday!

Looks like I really got STM. Couldn't remember some events cos there's no photo that cud make me remember it. BOO~~ Wad I knew is I did went to meet AeynnGf someday before & my teman celebrity's back. Thanks for the pink handbag souveneir. Haha! &&& Im holiday-ing nw.

ps: I'll meet you some other day kay putri, sorry.
&& Gfs! Point taken. We'll have a meetup but thennnn.... WHEN?

2010-05-25T21:19:00.002+08:00

There's surely someone in this world that you might dislike. You might not like someone for the very first time you met them or you simply just dislike them even after knowing them. Infact, I do have a few in mind but after much thought, it just leads to a person. 'A wound takes a longer time to heal' Why the reduction? Sometimes it just doesnt make much sense not liking someone based on first impression or just not knowing the person well enough. You might not know that the person whom you dislike would actually be helping you out or taking care of you. Thats why there is a saying, dun judge a book by its cover.

Im not asking for everyone to like me as a friend. Whatever people think of me, it doesnt matter. They have their own judgements. They dun know the real me. I do tend to have split personalities at times. Honestly to say, I dun belong much to the friendly type. Im not good at mingling around. Mostly people wud say, Im that 'sombong' type cos I dun usually carry a smile on my face. I also dun know why. It just feels weird if I go around smiling esp if I were to smile at someone I know& that person doesn't smile back, I'd be very very paiseh.

Im not gonna change the way I am just because people dislike it. I still love myself despite not eating vegies, despite my weight, despite my height, despite my 'slowness' & many many more. Actually its a good topic to blog about cos I always have the urge to blog but no topic. Mp is getting mundane day by day...

Napha test tomorrow. Chop2 the results will not be like my standard last time. How I wish PE wud be compulsory in poly too. Kan best..

Pada syurga di wajahmu... Di penghujung rindu...

2010-05-14T14:18:00.002+08:00

Im bored -_____- Its coming to the end of 4 weeks of mp. Lama2 pandang comp pun boleh jelak. Every weekday surfing the same thing over & over again on the net. Even singing doesnt help much cos I kept singing the same song over & over again too.. Felt like gg sme agm but there's no one to go wif me. Later then c how lah. Want to blog also got nothing to blog about. I end my rantings here. *putting on earpiece & continue singing* Btw, I miss my teman celebrity! jgn lupa bawak balik oleh2 ehh. Heee~~

2010-05-12T16:05:00.004+08:00

On the 30th April, it was DeeGf birthday. It was seriously a last minute plan as in on the day itself! Meeting up wif AeynnGf at tamp inter. Her phone batt's gone flat whereas mine cant hear ppl voice when answering calls. The phone also want to perangai. I didnt drop it or anything. In fact, I was answering a phone call from ♥ just a few mins before the phone starts to perangai.

While we were walking at inter, there's a few matreps walking at the opposite side. When they walked past us, one of them sang' "Kau gadis ku yg cantik.. Cuba lihat aku disini.." EWWWWW! Stop it lah sey! Geli seyy dengar.. After laughing at their 'act', we continue walking to find birthday cake. At the cake shop itself, we kept going back & forth as we cudnt decide on wad cake to buy. It suddenly reminds me of 2 years ago where me & AeynnGf was unprepared planning for Dee's surprise birthday. It actually happened again this time. We even bought a lighter at the cake shop itself.

Headed to Food Culture to find ourselves a seat. We sat at the open space. We had to change seats twice cos the first seat is too small & the next one is too windy that it actually blew off the candle that AeynnGf lighted. Mimi took quite a long time to bring DeeGf over that the candles started to melt. It ended up me & AeynnGf had to blow the candles even before the birthday girl does that! Just nw while arranging the candles, I actually placed them terbalik. GOSH! KENTAL!

*More pics wif mimi & DeeGf

On 6 May, it was Izuddin's birthday. It was a surprise one too. A nice one indeed. An act from his goodfriend was quite convincing. Thumbs up! I didnt get him anything related to abg bomba. Still bought a present related to him but not exactly like wad he wanted. I hope he likes it. Instead of the browny that Fathin always make, we bought him J.CO donuts. Half a dozen all by himself. We bought for ourselves too. Speaking of it, I didnt get to taste the strawberry flavour =( Nvm, nx time I go buy =)

I dunno wad else to say bout his birthday lah. He was blindfolded & he had to find us cos we were hiding at the void deck. It was great! He kena sabo by the guys wif donuts. Waste donuts je drg ni. Makan tknk tau! Haha! Happy birthday once again, Izuddin! 20, old already. I still young xP

2010-04-28T14:23:00.004+08:00

Its already been the 2nd week of school which also means 2nd week of mp/sip. Im like always doing morning exercise lah juz to ensure that I clock-in on time for my mp/sip. Not been late before & I dun wanna be late too. Much more troublesome. 8.30am till 5.30pm from mon to fri, juz like office hours evryday is very very tiring. I will always be sleeping early nowadays.

Since the home comp lagi berperangai, Im always using the school comp to suft the net. Let me juz recap the events that happens before school starts. As you know, I've had my leg injured during MTC. After that its week 0. Im a mentor for M1003 which is an MTN course. Im also in EFTW which is cheerleading team. Im a replacement of my grp mate.

All went on fine until the 2nd last night of my stay in school. I was seriously not feeling well. It deteriorate until the next day. Highest temp reached : 38.68 degree Celcius. I hear that already, I scared also you know.. The 2 above pics shows that Im sick. I didnt go for cheerleading, I didnt go for regatta & to top it all, I stayed at the medic's room for 1 whole day! Now, Im not allowed to go camps by my father anymore. Hurhur.. Oh ya, CONGRATS TO ENGINE FOR WINNING REGATTA!

Until you spread your wings, you'll have no idea how far you can fly

2010-04-08T18:04:00.005+08:00

♥'s away for Brunei on Wed. Ever since he's in NS, he kept flying overseas. Jealous tawuk! *BOOO* Aniway, 2 days before his departure, he asked me out on a date. He's the first person to be asking me out ever since I've gotten myself injured. I was reluctant at first cos I was wondering how on earth am I going to walk wif my current leg condition? He'll be like flying off in 2 days time & here I am not wanting to meet him?

I think ♥ knows wad I am thinking abt & he had gotten his sis permission to use her car. Gitu dongg! Hehehe~~~ He then picked me up & off he drove to some shopping mall that I've not entered before. As usual, before reaching a place, we will end up going in circles. It was still fun though. Reached the mall & to my surprise, it was not as crowded as other malls. It is definitely weird.

Had our lunch over at the food junction. Since its been some time that we caught a movie, we caught one & it was a 3D one. Rating was alright. It was just that I dun quite see the reason to the 3D effect. My first time watching a 3D version. ♥ was being a lil naughty as he kept teasing me about the way I walk.

♥ : U jalan dah macam org mengandung tawuk
Me : Jahat seyy..
♥ : Org2 confirm fikir yg I ni matair baik pasal I dpt matair jalannya cacat.
Me : Yelah, I jalannya cacat per.. Cari sana matair yang jalannya tk cacat..
♥ : I main2 je lah. Kalau u betul2 cacat pun, I takkan tinggalkan u..
Me : Awwwwwwwww~~~~ *so sweeeeeeet* but still I want to get well. Nnti I dah baik, siap arh u. I tendang2 u baru tahu.. Heh Heh Heh. Revenge is sweeet, isnt it?

♥ : U nk tau tk asal I ajak u klua?
Me : Nape?
♥ : I tengok u bosan je duduk kat rumah. Lagipun u need to exercise ur legs by walking ard. Sebab tu I pinjam my sisnya car.
Me : *smiles*

♥, I promise u that I'll regularly apply my medicine. I'll make sure that Im well already by the time u return back to Spore. Thanks for visiting me on Sat though u're supposed to be resting at home on ur book-out days. Thanks for the fruits that u've brought along & lastly, thanks for bringing me out. Do come back quick cos I miss u already..

2010-04-07T18:11:00.006+08:00

SAPNIS, thats my grp name for this year's MTC. We had a closer bond compared to my last year's MTC grp, Hell's Kitchen. We always appeared last to other grps but we had the strongest bond, I can say. More of yr 1's becoming mentors, LL & also Dip Heads. I felt akward at first as I didnt know almost all of them but they appeared friendly & slowly I make friends wif them.

See the Engine spirit BURNING!
I had all the medics in-charge attending to me
It seems that almost every camp, there's likely smtg happening to me. This time round, I fell during the final clash. The way I fell is like 'Nangka Buruk Jatuh' u know. Those who saw it, congrats! Mcm lagi buat stunt gitu..

It's exactly a week from the incident. I suffered injuries on both of my knees & also my right arm. Power tk? Been staying at home & having my rest, thats wad the doctor told me to do. It was sure boring but it is definitely better than having to walk around. Im not gonna be like this forever. Its time to get my legs moving again!

2010-03-29T15:07:00.000+08:00

Away for MTC

2010-03-26T16:37:00.002+08:00

Only A Man Who Has Felt Ultimate Despair Is Capable Of Feeling Ultimate Bliss
I received lots of comments on my wall regarding this. The funny thing is how come from wad I wrote on my wall, it then becomes the conversation of CILI? Merepek sungguh!

(Mum seeing wad Im playing on fb)
Mum : Ni mesti lagi main farmville
Me : Pintar!
Mum : Balik Indonesia sana uruskan sawah kan lagi bagus. Dapat tanam tanaman yang betul!

Even Fathin said similar to this. Hahahah! Fun wad the game. Join in the fun kay ppl!

ps: finally I agreed to that guyfriend to comedown to his workplace this thurs

2010-03-25T15:59:00.005+08:00

More photos are at fb
Only 6 people turned up. Do u still call that a class gathering? Hahah! Out of 24 ppl in a class. cant be blamed lah cos it was a last min planning & also abt half of the was was mostly foreigners. &&& finally, I get to meet up wif some of my sec sch classmates.

Supposed to meet up wif the Gfs at Bugis MRT control station at 12.45pm. I reached at 1pm, Gfs not reached yet. Aeynn kept me waiting for half an hour whereas Dee kept me waiting for 40 mins. They like to keep me waiting u know.. hmph!

Made our way to meet YunLing & Fauzy. They've been waiting outside seoul garden for quite long. Sorry'. Jovin was the last to reach. Though only 6 of us, it was alr quite a kecoh one! Its my 2nd time eating at seoul garden but still it seems akward for me. MASAK! When the first time ♥ had to cook for me, this time round I had YunLing, Aeynn & Dee helping me out. HAHAH! KENTAL SEY! Mcm rusa masuk kampung u know... If ♥ present, he wud most probably say that im like budak kampung. booooo~

They kept giving me food lah. Ask me to eat alot alot. I eat lil bit alr full but then its not worth the $ right if I eat a lil bit only. So, I had to force myself to keep eating till my stomache cant take food any more. Headed ECP as we've no destination to go to.

It was drizzling at ECP. Reached alr, Fauzy wants a drink of starbucks. We went there & end up just slacking. Didnt know Azlan was working there. When ordering our drinks, I made a fool of myself. Paiseh~ Abg cashier was alr like, "Betul lah" He was laughing too lah for my stupidity. All thnks to Dee!

We slack & slack like nobody's business. Camwhored & even video-ed. Plan another outing ppl! This time round, more ppl joining please..

2010-03-22T17:19:00.003+08:00

Celebrities *winks*

Celebrated Beyonce's belated birthday. She's the opening for the age of 20. No more ending wif 'teen' alr. Haha! Actually, it is to celebrate both Ezzul & Astuty belated birthday together but Ezzul had last min thingy & cudnt attend. So yeah, its the usual 7 again. How cum evrytime it us, the gerls birthday, we'll end up wif karaoke? Trauma gerls mahh!

This is like the 4th time we went karaoke-ing but this is the first time we had a total of 4 hours of singing time. Amcm? Puas hati arhh. Sing for 2 hours get 2 hours freeeee! It only applies from Mon-Thur b4 6pm if Im not mistaken. So common down to Grandlink ( nearest MRT station, Paya Lebar). Dah mcm promoter lah pulak kan..

So babe, I hope u enjoyed ur belated birthday celebration. I soooo much like ur voice lah. POWER GILER! Bila tarik.... LAAAAAAAAAA!!!! (mcm vibration gitu) Keep up Ziana Zain Singapore aka Astu-na ZAIN! Hahahaha!

2010-03-21T00:12:00.003+08:00

(The above pic has got ntg to do wif this post)
URRGGH! Stupid mouth ulcer that I had. Deep inside the mouth summore! It hurts soooo badly lah. That explains the reason why I didnt blog for the past 2 days. I still uses the comp to play fb games etc but it is not as long as how I used to spend playing games on the comp. Mostly, I'd be lying down on the bed / sofa while watching tv.

Sucks sucks sucks! I cudnt get to bite on those food that is hard to be bitten. It is just painful whenever I was munching food. Even to have my mouth open, pain alr. It kinda makes me lose my appetite to eat. Mum was abt to bring me go & see the doctor since I kept complaining abt the pain. Hear the word 'doctor' alr, I immediately say NO! Just apply bonjela & wait for it to take effect. Its been 3 days alr. Not much changes though. Nvm. Just bear wif it lah.

Gotta have my sleep now. Madrasah later. Just wanting to vent my anger.

2010-03-18T16:42:00.003+08:00

I admire couples whom have made their relationships last long. I kept wondering wad is the secret to it. Actually right, it doesnt matter how long does the relationship last. Main concern is only due to matters of the heart. Wad for u keep clinging on to the relationship if 'that feeling' that u've once had for ur couple has gone? Its a pity though. It doesnt always means that relationships that have been going on for years will always end up in marriage. True?

I came to know this couple that have been going through their relationship for 7 years. Mind that! That is definitely a long period of time. Gotten to know that recently, they broke up. In fact, the guy had alr found a replacement. Fast huh? Lelaki kalu nk cari pengganti memang senang. Dlm sekelip mata je. Learn to appreciate can? Doesnt he even give it another thot? Common man! 7 pathetic years just gone liddat. Damn! I just hate this kind of guy. Can I just give him a piece of my mind, like NOW?

I cud understand the gerl's feeling. Even my past relationship that ended for 2 yrs cud alr make me feel disturbed all the time. Whats mine compared to this? I might not know the prob but Im placing myself in the gerl's shoes. I have to salute this gerl. Though she's heart-broken & have been single for the past 3 mths, she's slowly adapting to it & continue moving on wif life. It is definitely hurting. Slowly but surely. A strong gerl indeed!

I'll let this story of hers to be aan inspiring one for me. If anyone does know her or if she herself happen to come across this post, this post is not actually exposing her life but more of me having to learn smtg frm it. May happiness always be wif u.

Asl mcm aku yg marah2 ehh? Pompuan tu tkde pape. Aku yg melebih pulak.
Terbawak emosi lah geng~

2010-03-17T17:42:00.005+08:00

Long time ago siah this pic! This was taken when Gfs & me represented our sch in a competition named 'Roda Impian' ala the malay version of Wheel of Fortune back in Sec 3. It was held in a CC at Bedok Reservoir there. We competed wif diff sec schs but mostly frm Bedok North Sec. The competition was more to individual-based rather than school-based. It was seriously unexpected when we Gfs took up all the first 3 positions. Bartley Sec Sch conquered! We Gfs then competed among ourselves to fight for the place placing. In the end, Aeynn was the winner, following by me, the 1st runner-up & Dee, the 2nd runner-up. Oh ya! The sch keep our trophies. I want it BACK! Keep for display for what? Might as well I display it at home.

The news even came out in Berita Minggu. Too bad, I didnt cut out the pic. Even the girl that labels me as 'minah tapered' cud have me recognised. Hahah! Wahh, for the first time I feel proud of myself. *Clap Clap*

The actual purpose of uploading that photo is because I wanna show how TANNED I used to be back in my sec sch days. All because of NCC(AIR). Now, its not a big diff. People were like commenting how tanned I've become after the OBCB Cycle & AR7. Just 6 days of getting myself out to the sun cud alr make me tanned. What if longer than that? Hmmm... Im not scared of the sun. The sun is actually good for the skin but too much also not good lah.

♥ : Ok lah, kita same2 gelap.

Me : Tknk lah!

2010-03-16T16:06:00.005+08:00

Comp's being perangai. Ikut mood kalau boleh on ke tidak. Kalau tak, nnti ter-off sendiri. Suka hati je tau. This is alr like the 3rd attempt Im trying to post this entry. I better make a quick update before it starts to shutdown by itself. =_____=

The real holidays are finally here! Alhamdulillah, I pass my main examinations. GPA improved but it cud have been better. MP's waiting for me. Dun worry, i'll get my hands on you real sooooon. This coming Apr I become senior alr lah. No more junior. Ceyy, da kakak seyy. Hahah!

Whats wif my current holiday? Well, I volunteered myself for the OCBC Cycle 2010. Its my first experience as a volunteer. Good experience but it is sure a tiring one.

Next up, I became a helper for AR7. There's sure cock-ups here & there but then it was a success overall. Gotten to know some great bunch of people. Thinking of joining as a participant for AR8 perharps? How classmates?

2010-03-04T15:44:00.003+08:00

My week ahead gonna get a lil busy. Im attending ♥'s SISPEC graduation tomorrow. Weekends gonna be spent working for the OCBC cycle event. Gonna start off Mon by going to E2 Matrix camp as helper. I'll be back on Thursday.

Sunday reporting time is at 3am?!? I know lah my fav no.3 but dun have to make it 3am wad.. Surely will have lack of sleep. Suddenly lazy already. $40 for two days? Yeah, seems pathetic but wad to do. Holidays = no kachings(dah pandai use the word alr. hahah!!) I wun be able to watch Ryanna's for her lil baby contest on Sun due to working. Arghh! Hopefully she'll win. Got high chance lah she win. She's soooooo cuteeeeeee. I wanna pinch-pinch her cheeks can?

After stomachache, now I have mouth ulcer. BOOOOO~~~~ No appetite wanna eat but always hungry. Aiyaya.. How to show off my sweeeeeet smileeeeee liddat? HAHAHAHAHA!! I bored already lah. I think I wanna continue wif fb games. Farmville? Lets go do some farming!

2010-03-01T21:16:00.003+08:00

Month of March already. Time flies fast w/o us realising it. Its holiday for the time being. I cant say its offically holiday till results are out. I have a feeling supp papers waiting for me but still I hope of passing all.

Have been feeling weak all over last weekend due to stomache cramps. Alhamdulillah, Im fine now. Talking bout holidays, mostly my holidays will be spent at home unless someone asks me out. I will then spent it by using the comp cos I just cant find any activity to do. Juz had an album uploaded on fb. Will be uploading more of overdue photos. Can fb just do me a favour by helping to upload the photos much faster? So slowwwww lahhhh...

Blog's getting mundane? Should I give the blog a new look again? Hmm..

2010-02-06T17:48:00.001+08:00

To the 6 of you, I'd like to thank you people for having my birthday celebrate. Its been the second time alr. Next year buat lagi ehk? hahah! jkjk! I apologise if I were to kept mum for sometime cos Im left speechless. You people were great!

♥'s BACK! *HUUUUUGE SMILE*

2010-01-30T23:10:00.005+08:00

When I've Reached The Last Teen Age

12.59 am : First message received by Fathin Fathiah
1.35am: Followed by Nassier (thats seriously unexpected as I just gotten to know him this semester)
11.03am: Dearest Gf, Dee singing me the birthday song via message
11.25am: Dearest Gf, Aeynn wishing me thru my wall on facebook & also phonecall (the only wish on my facebook wall)
6.26pm: Last text message received by Beyonce
Not forgetting, ♥♥♥ wishes me frm Taiwan

There u have it. Thanks people for wishing me on my birthday. There's of course advanced & belated wishes from people. The reason why I only put those people's name above is bcoz they wished me exactly on my birthday. I prefer it that way. Reason is bcos Im born on 30 Jan, not earlier & also later. Next is bcos I'll know who actually remembered. Im not being picky here but still thanks to evryone that wishes me be it advanced, actual or belated.

Another thing right, I just love wishes on my birthday. It just makes me happy! It can be expressed verbally if not thru sms. Sms better cos I always keep birthday wishes. If can right, dun wish me thru my facebook wall cos I dun like so many people to know. I dun like to make it seems big. Its already enuf to have only my close ones knowing it, family, ♥, Gfs, trauma girls. Wad more cud I asked for?

If u wanna know, I spend my birthday playing bejeweled blitz till I get to be the first one on my list. That includes playing for ♥'s account too! hahahahah!!!!

2010-01-28T22:53:00.003+08:00

Kental lahh pulak..
Nah, take it. Its happiness week in Tp from 25th-29th. I wonder whether its really happiness week or someone just created it for the sake of creating it. There's actually nothing wrong wif happiness week. In fact, its good as I see those cute smiley faces when I walk thru the ENG concourse. The problem lies wif the time. Happiness week falls when people are busy wif projects, stressed up wif the upcoming exam etc... & u expect ppl to be having smiles on their faces? I know that maybe they meant it in a good way to help ppl to release some of their stress but it somehow doesnt work on me. But still, good job!

Lets talk bout my week so far (though its not weekend yet).

Monday

Had netinfra proj part 3 done. Though Im sure that I'll flung it but then I still hope it doesnt. Went back home then back again to sch for the mentor interview. I shud have chosen a better timing for the interview but the time slots thats available left a lil only. Furthermore, INTPM lec have alr ended last week. A lil late for the interview cos while Im on my way to sch, 1 of the main comm ring me up asking for my whereabouts. When I reached alr, its to my surprise to know that Im being interviewed by 4 chinese guys. Trust me, im very nervous ans their qns (banyak songeh lah drg) I cudnt even find an ans for some of their qns. Wads more, playing games wif them, treating them as if they are freshies. Im making a fool of myself. Lets just wait for the results nx wed alr?

Tuesday

8am lesson, INTPM. Checked my attendance, saw (A) for cktcs lab. Pastu ngamuk sendiri. Late & being absent is totally diff okay though some of u think it makes no difference. Headed lib played facebook games. Boring alr, went for lunch. After that, tried studying but then I fall asleep. Went pedrive lec feeling sooooo sleepy. Those talks wif those guys kept me awake during Icapp. Orgcom after that, boring as usual. Lazy to continue for tuesday alr...

Wednesday

I was walking to the bridge from home when my shoe create prob. I dunno how to explain but its like the buckle of my shoe terlepas. I wanted to return back home but then I'll be late for my cktcs quiz 2 if I will to do so. I made my way to sch limping. Thanks arh shoe! Entered classroom only, my tutorial teacher say, "U're Nur right? (only he calls me that) " Ya." "Why cant u just come early even for a test?" Haish~ Early morning alr get lectured. I just hope I do well for the quiz cos I get myself confused for the drawing of root locus.

1 hr break, as usual headed lib. I've forgotten to bring my Icool! Im not allowed to enter the lib. Need to go GO & blablabla.. Troublesome lah. I didnt go & get the temperature sticker. I went to take a seat. Had my shoe 'repaired' & then I fall asleep. To my astonishment, (cheyyy) I woke up at 11.25am ehh! Luckily lec, if not, chopchop I will be mark late. Im getting sleepy in sch nowadays. Why oh why... Took pic for wearing red to support Team Temasek. Humgry, called Dee to accompany me eat. As usual, she didnt pick-up my call. Went to eat alone then, emo seyy.. Sat at mushroom all the way after that while waiting for my pedrive grp mates tp do proj. Sitting down staring into blank space when I heard my name being called. Hav a lil chat wif my mantees for awhile. Staring into blank space again when I notice a lady in scarf smiling while walking past me. BLUR. Then I realised that it was hafeez mum. Oh gosh! I even left my pencil-case behind. Had to go back & take again.

Thursday

Super tiring. 1 whole day of that can drive me crazy.

Actually got some happy moments also lah but then the weightage lower. hahah! Jarang blog alih2 1 long post. Besok macam tk skola je ehk...

2010-01-24T18:09:00.003+08:00

When the stress level is up.
When meeting deadlines is a hassle.
When the mind's preoccupied
When certain things are beyond ur control.
When u feel u're at the lowest.
When patience exceeds its limit.
When the sky is falling down.
Just WHEN will all this end?

2010-01-19T18:43:00.003+08:00

Grouping for mp/sip already selected. Fast huh? Insya'allah I'll be taking it next sem provided I pass all my subjs this sem. Ecapp in 3.2? NO , pleaseeeeee!!!! Dun introduce that subj to networking can? Its enuf those robotics ppl took it.

Lil sis gotten a 2 days MC. My younger sis also sick but she didnt see the doc & end up get scolding from my dad. Luckily, Im not sick cos Im not gonna see the doc. Just dun get caught by my father can alr. hahah! Friends in sch seemed to be sick too. Just dun pass the disease to me alrite. I wanna be well & fit all the time...

I'd like to wish these ppl a belated birthday:
8 Jan - Mimi, Luqman
10 Jan - Taiseer
12 Jan - Kak Shirah, Chong How
13 Jan - Nassier

masa selalu mencemburui kebersamaan kita...

2010-01-17T20:24:00.004+08:00

My weekends now gonnna be a lonesome cos ♥ not there wif me. 3 weeks to Taiwan? Gosh! We finally get to meet up on Fri after our 2 weeks of not meeting up & the very next day, ♥ had to fly off alr. That Friday was spend preciously though we have to letgo some plans due to time constrain. We were supposed to meet at 2pm but it was delayed & delayed till bout 4pm++ mostly due to the proj that Im doing at that point of time. Sorry ♥, I kept delaying our meetup. =( Thanks for ur understanding too.

♥ had planned evrything. I need not have to do anything. Surprises awaits me. Wif only a few hours to spend the time together, as I cant be home late, we still get to spend some quality time together though it still cant repay back the 2 weeks of not meeting up. We had fun. Well, if u knw how to spend the time wisely, evry seconds is enjoyable.

Though I'd very much like it if u were to be dere when Im turning a year older later but still that advanced mini celebration was sweeeeeeet. Thanks soooo muuuch ♥. I'll be waiting patiently for ur comeback frm Taiwan.

2010-01-12T10:24:00.002+08:00

Its a brand new year again. 2010! I know its quite late to say that but its still in the month of January right? So, its alrite I guess.

Cant say much here. Been busy since sch re-opens. Im taking the opportunity to blog since Im using the sch's comp now. In a while's time, Aruna's inviting me for lunch together. Since I have a lot of free time while waiting for my lec to start at 12pm & also since Im very kind, I decided to accompany her. hahah!!

when smtg just caught me by surprise...

2009-12-28T20:19:00.005+08:00

Looks like I've gottten to start reading books to make use of the bookmark that I've received. Thanks for the souvenier Izuddin =D Sch re-opens. Why cant they just start on 4th Jan? Grrrr~~~ It isnt a good Monday, I tell you.

Shaky photo that beyonce had taken. The reason to this photo? Celebrities sat on seats thats meant for those given priority to! haha!
Just a few mins after, an incident occured. Not mentioning it here cos I dun wanna have it rmbred. To those who knew it, dun keep me reminded of it kay..

Me:Sit beside me lah (in INTPM lec)
CY:You think you what? A star ahh?
Me:Ya lahh
CY:Star your head!
Me:Star at home!

*I think CY blur alr! haha!

I find it very funny! To those who dun get it, Im sorry. I post it down so that I'll rmbr the conversation that I had wif CY.

2009-12-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

Im gonna upload Batam photos thats taken during my stay there. Its gonna be alot but Im not gg to upload all. So, bear wif it for a while aitez..

Departure time
Our belongings

Kencang or wad my mum play arcade? haha!
Its MONOPOLY time!
Heart-shaped hashbrown
Surfing the net at the hotel
View from the hotel
Satay ayam Madura!

Niceeeeeee icecreeeeeeeam!!!!!

My house in Batam
Mum confidently captured the pic w/o my grandmother's head
Thats where we shop!

Bakso

Food specially made for my family upon our arrival

& so, its the 26th again! Happy 2 yrs anniversary to the couple above! I immediately text-ed Hafeez the moment I reached Spore. ps: drawing ditunda dulu okay! hee~
As if dee knows my comeback, I received a call frm her. She was otw watching a movie wif Mimi when she saw a bunch of ppl full of laughters, enjoying themselves. That reminded dee of me & aeynn, her Gfs. I was utterly sad hearing it. I miss u too dee...

I then check out fb & there's notes tagged frm aeynn.
GFs, look out under 64th!

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
` Well, that is when planning before hand is crucial. But heck, the GFs choose their BFs over me. HMPH! hee!

ps: That is sooooo NOT true sweetheart. No choosing of BFs over Gfs & vice versa.

62. Name 10 people who means allot to you ?
* Ibu. Ayah. Abah. Mama. Kaseh. Izan. Bigbro Izwan. Hasif. Diyana. Elfyee.

63. Why do they mean allot ?
* cos i love them, and they love me too (:

64. Anything else you wan to say ?
* To my dearest GFs: Do know that no matter how drifted we are right now, my heart is always with you girls. Never a minute do i forget obout memories and those happy moments between us. Lets have an outing together soon. I want a picnic with a cake and nicenice food, together we shareshare okay, hehe. Only us girls without any boys around (Wei, aku single taau, tak macam korang. Ingaaat tuuhhh! haha) And lastly, I MISS YOU GIRLS AND dare i say here, i love you both whole-heartedly! :) Mwaahmwaaah! (Y) (Y)

Its like a wonderful gift that I received frm beloved Gfs when I came back frm Batam. We will definitely meet. Just wait for the day to come...

2009-12-24T14:42:00.003+08:00

Alright, this is a last minute thingy. Im off to Batam till Sat.

♥, I'll be back just before u know it kay..

I'll miss evryone esp to ♥ & my Gfs

2009-12-24T13:49:00.003+08:00

Thats not my specs. Im currently using my mum's specs. I have not created my own specs since it has gotten lost some time ago. Looks like Im using my mum's specs to sch then when sch reopens. Thats at least better than not having any specs at all. Its seriously irritating when I dun have my specs wif me cos I cant see!! My vision will be blur & due to that, I'll have headaches sometimes. Btw, why my photos that I uploaded on blog recently all like kental liddat? haha!

I just find her naturally pretty. I like how she presents herself, her personality. Wait wait wait! Im still straight. So, ♥ dun worry hor! haha! I like everything about her. This is my first time saying this bout someone whom I just got to knw thru browsing of pics. If Im a guy, Im sure gonna get her. I'll show ♥ her pics someday & I wanna knw his views. Who is the HER? Let it just be a secret kayy.. Do I seem to be stalking her? haha! I hope not!

2009-12-20T10:47:00.002+08:00

How did the flower grew in between tiles of my balcony's window? Any explaination?

Last Friday is the new year of the Islamic calender, 1431H. I doubt many knows that. Many ppl knew the order for the month of the English calender starting frm January, February....... all the way till December. How about the order for the month of the Islamic calender? Even me, myself is unable to ans directly w/o looking at the Islamic calender itself. That's a lil bit of reflection to be done.

Called my beloved Gfs on last friday just to check on their well-being. Both didnt pick up my call. Well, I just hope that they're doing fine. Wanted to call Haqim next but then.... I didnt have his no animore after I send my hp for service. Worse still, I've forgotten his no lahh. Gosh!! Wad a bad friend I am. Oh well, looks like I just have to wait for him to call me instead? Hee~~

On this coming tuesday, Im planning to have an outing wif the usual clan. But then, that abg sapau will be back on tues also but not sure of the timing. I want all to come. (& that does include 'my ex'. Jgn asik nk floorball terus ehh...) Looks like I have to shift it to another day instead. The problem nw is wad shud the activity be....?? Hmmm... Im totally not good at planning an outing but here I am planning bout it. Ideas please...

2009-12-18T18:08:00.002+08:00

I traced back the exact path that I took. Frm where I sang my lungs out till I had my stomach filled. With the splitting headache that I had, I dragged my feet forcefully. It came to no avail. Wad can I do. Shud have been more careful next time round. Recovering frm that splitting headache...

2009-12-14T22:59:00.017+08:00

Mum had her birthday on 13th Dec. Family members excluding dad & eldest sis went to town to had mum's birthday celebrated. ♥ tagged along too. I was shocked when ♥ came to my home bringing along wif him a birthday cake for my mum. Thnks ♥! (or to be specific, ♥'s dad).

While we were heading towards Lorong Chuan MRT station, ♥ suddenly said this to me," I tengok you makin pendek je" "Mane ade seyy..." Deep inside I was like saying WTH?? Even my mum agreed wif ♥. Boooooo~ Ini tidak adil!! hahaha!!

Went rounding2 but didnt get to cover the whole area lah of course. Bought for myself a heart-shaped-which-look-like-a-wand-with-light frm someone who is sitting on a wheelchair. Suddenly, I just the urge of going shopping. Thats very unusual of me right? Took pics here & there. Ate at LJS. Home sweet home~ Thnks for tagging along ♥. =DD

The cake that ♥ brought
ferrero rocher christmas tree

Lil sis is catching up my height

Still got a few pics left. Lazy to upload alr. Will upload on fb mayb.

2009-12-14T13:57:00.002+08:00

Im currently worried bout these 2 lovelies of mine. They seemed to be feeling down. Wad happened lovelies? Remember, no matter how hard the prob may seems, giving up is NEVER an option. Im having a 2 weeks break now so if u gerls wanna meet me up, just beep me kayy. I'll try to make myself free for u gerls. We reli need a meet up. Its been so long....

Will update bout mum's birthday celebration soon as its lil sis turn to use the comp...
Taking care ahh ppl..

2009-12-11T17:30:00.003+08:00

I still remember how I've gotten to know you. It was back in secondary school days when I was still in sec 1. It was during one of the break time, shud be after school has ended. I was sitting at the canteen whereby my eyes caught a sight of a guy wif a black umbrella. He was also looking at my direction.

"That guy not bad huh?", was wad I said deep down. lol!

Few days after that I think, a guy classmate of mine pass a letter/note to me. Since he always enjoy tricking me, I thot it was some kind of rubbish & I wanted to have it thrown. That guy classmate said it was not a prank & I read it.

I cant remember exactly wads the content of the letter. I only remembered something like," Boleh tk kalau nk jadikan adik angkat?" My guy classmate refuses to tell me who & I did my findings bout the person based on the clue given by him & it turned out to be that 'canteen' guy! I didnt know how I responded to it but hell yeah, its a YES!

He wud wait for me after my CCA lastime (forgotten wad CCA I join besides NCC) & we wud go home together. Not always lah cos I just dun like people sending me back home. It was funny when I recalled bout it. We were secretly contacting each other via emails. It was a low-profile communication.

The last time I met him was when me, zyra, him & asmi went to AMK library for studying purposes. From then on, I didnt hear news frm him animore. Why am I writing bout him suddenly? Its his 20th birthday today!

Happy 20th Birthday Abang!
I've always wanted an elder brother & Im glad I have u as that...

2009-11-30T10:21:00.000+08:00

A summary for the month of November

November, a good start & DEFINITELY a good end. =DDDD

2009-11-13T23:44:00.002+08:00

Its CCN(Campus Care Network) Day. Its an event whereby we raise funds to help those thats finacially in need. This year, my caregroup decided not to do any. Smue case pemalas.. haha!!

As can be seen frm the above pic, fathin & me bought heart-shaped balloon frm that pretty lady, Hilda. She received extra income frm me on one condition, she have to take pic wif me. She agreed so, that explains the pic. We make great business partner huh? hahah! Thnks Hilda for making the balloon on the spot for me. =D Did some rounding on the Applied Science area hoping to find that Bartley fren of mine but I didnt get to see him though. Another time perharps, Danny?

Went free access lab for Icapp. Still didnt get the circuit right. haisshhh~~ I've gotten to take pics wif my Q907 mantees. It happened to be Melissa's birthday too. So, I'd like to wish her....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
After that, its badminton time. I played though not in sports attire. I played not bad also lah. Lebih kurang mcm Shafiq Hidayat lah. lol! Pics, next time round kay. Nk sleeeeeeep~~~~~

Sorry seems to be the easiest word for me. Thats wad fathin said. Betul ke?

2009-11-11T17:57:00.003+08:00

Hello fellow readers!! Im back for now! As u all know, sch alr re-opens on the 19th Oct, which is basically last mth. Apologies for the long time of absence. Been busy wif facebook games. hahah! Wad type of games? I played yoville, farmville, happy farm, fishville, fish a fish, fish world, happy aquarium, cafe world, restaurant city, pet society, mafia wars, roller coaster kingdom, school of wizardry, bejeweled.. u name it! U can imagine just how much time I spent on all these games. I'll slowly be backing out frm some of the games coz I just dun have the luxury of my time to do so when its not the holidays.

I surely have a lot to update. But for now, it'll just be this post. I'll slowly recall & post it under archives. It will take time though. Reasons to it is bcos I have tons of photos yet to be uploaded. It is alr low disk space on my comp. It'll be easier if I have it posted to blog instead. To those whom I owe photos to be uploaded on facebook, its either u ppl wait for it to be uploaded or get me to bluetooth it to u.

Though Im not a regular blogger animore, u ppl can still tag me at my tagboard as I'll always be checking it.

2009-10-17T22:51:00.001+08:00

15 Oct
This lil sis of mine celebrated her 11th birthdayHAPPY BIRTHDAY KECHIK!!

16 Oct
Mum took a half day off frm work. Went Geylang bought satay & a birthday cake for lil sis. After that, went to ♥'s home to collect kuih. At night, send my grandmother to a relative's house(rewang).

17 Oct
Happy deepavali to those celebrating it. Meanwhile, my family & I went to jemputan. We went to 3 places. Actually 2 lahh cos the other 1 supposedly held nx week. Sorry ♥, I didnt get to meet u when u book-out today.

2009-10-11T18:21:00.000+08:00

7 Oct
Went raya-ing wif the poly mates. Its our 1st time raya-ing 2gether. Awesome ~ Travelling wif a 7 seater car, driver Zai, & Izuddin's bike, we manage to go 10 houses in total. Didnt went to Izuddin's house as his parents sleepy alr. Cant be blame though, its alr late at night. Zai was being my 'partner' for the day due to the same colour of clothings that we wore. Kau yg COPY aku bkn sebaliknya okay! haha! Tu pun he takut2 my love marah. haha! Gotten to knw Zai had twin sisters. Coooool~ Wads interesting was we ate banana split at farhana's house! Gerek huh? I shared wif Izuddin. Sygkn, kalau tak habis? Last house wud definitely be mine. At my house, all drank ice water. Non even touches my kuih-muih. Thats the disadvantage of last house. Ppls' sotmach full alr. Wished the couple, Alistar&Astuty their 14th mthsary.

10 0ct
Went raya-ing wif the Gfs including eqah + our boyfriends. Its great having eqah joining us after sooo long of not hearing news bout her. Saw that pic on the right there? Im being doll up by deraest dee & eqah. Which one looks better on me, with or w/o make up? Though the raya outing seemed to be rather disorganised, blame the organiser for me. Padehal, organiser tu aku. haha!! We ate a lot. Its like we're having a feast! Ain gf was wearing lime green at first but then when we came over to her house she changed to blend in wif us girls. We gerls also didnt expect to be wearing pink/red. Didnt manage to cover my house for raya. Gfs, its been 2 yrs alr u ppl didnt have de time to go my home. All were rushing for the last bus. I'll not be the organiser animore. Raya, raya, raya sampaikan tertinggal barang. Soooo careless..

11 Oct
111004, there's a new date replacing it & Im hoping for the best of it.

2009-10-09T01:21:00.001+08:00

I dun like the current situation now. No, no. It shud be HATE. The thought of going directly to sleep after yest's raya outing with the poly mates was a lil bit shifted back. Which means instead of Now, its Later. I kept thinking... thinking real hard... I keep reading back the messages I received before going to sleep. I wanted to offer help but Im helpless.

Everything seems to be going on as per normal but I find the normal to be very akward. Im adjusting to the situation, perharps I shud say new situation. I know that I cant meddle myself much into others' probs but... Kay, nevermind. Let the time flies by freely on its own.

Check out mail, arrrgghh stupid news that I received. I dun see a need for that. Bloghopped, not making it less but adding it more. I want to be there for them, ALL if possible.

♥, please be back soon from ur field trip..

2009-10-04T23:29:00.017+08:00

Okok, yesterday I didnt attend raya outing wif those karaoke gang. I am truly sorry. The raya outing was confirm at the last minute & I had plans going on. Yesterday, I went Pasir Laba camp wif ♥'s mum, sis & his niece. Got visiting or something liddat lahh. I realised that I went there before! I had National Camp for 4 days 3 nights during sec 3 when Im still in NCC. Then went for his cousin's birthday celebration at Hougang somewhere near IMH. Below are some pics taken. Im still waiting for more pics frm his sis as its taken from her camera.

Nur Ryanna, ♥'s lil niece. Geramnyee~~ She's sooo kiuuuutt!!
♥'s sis, mum, & niece
H company
Spot ♥'s name
SISPEC- School of Infantry Specialist
Its raining
They were having sports day

The birthday celebration

2009-10-02T20:53:00.006+08:00

Our fixed sitting place during lec time. Im gonna miss that =(
We slowly depart ways

Okay, Im talking as if Im not going to see them in sch anymore liddat. Baru amek Icapp lagi je perangai dah camni. Weak ahh luu.. Confirm certain subjs, we'll be in the same class rite.

Dee & myself had our GPA targeted. Dahh, kita takmo sedih2 lagi kay? We'll keep the targeted GPA to ourselves. Hee~~ We'll buck up for 2.2 kan Dee?? YEAH!! Thats my promise. Whoever didnt get the targeted GPA, will have to belanja makan & I wun lose to that. =p

2009-10-01T19:24:00.003+08:00

Tragedi Oktober. Thats wad I can say. First thing first, Icapp wanna cling on to me for another semester. Ok den. We'll be the best of friends alrite? =)) Muhammad Hafeez, congrats to you. *claps claps* To ♥ & Izuddin, thnks.

I did mention that I've started paying back my fast right? It was supposed to be 4 days already but then just a few mins before azan Maghrib, teeeeeeeeeeet!! Red light. Sayangkan but nvm.

To whom it may concern, is there anything that I shud know but I didnt? Have me updated, please. I just feel that 'far-distance' apart. Just so u know, u're much missed. =((

2009-09-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

gmbr baru tkde, gmbr lama jadi lah

7 Oct will be going raya wif the poly-mates. GFs, when's our jalan raya gonna be? Make it on a Sat please, so that ♥ can raya wif me too. =DD If dis Sat cannot, next Sat can? Yangzhengnites, tknk keluar raya ke? Dah lama tk berjumpa ni.

I've started fasting. Puasa bayar balik dahh. Its juz been 3 days. Nvm, slowly, slowly. No rush.

Oh ya! Selamat Hari Lahir yg ke 19 Muhammad Hafiz! Aku ingat birthday kau ehh!

2mrw, Children's day. Teringatlah zaman budak2 dulu. heheh!! There's still a kid in me! Im sure ♥ will agree bout this.

ps: I appreciate that u still find me to share ur probs wif though its at 2am. I'll try to be there if u need a listening ear.

2009-09-27T17:05:00.000+08:00

Hahahah!! A funny bawean comedy. My grandmother also know bout this telemovie. Bought this cd at geylang that last Sat. Since Im a baweanese, I did understand some of the words said. I can understand but if u were to ask me to talk in bawean, I cant. Hahah!! Not totally cant, but abit2 onli.

Earlier in the afternoon, me, eldest sis, grandmother & grandmother's friend went to Woodlands for ustaz Ahmad Dahri's open house. Lots of food served as a buffet & it all Yummy yum!

ps:Someone said Im his ex to his girlfriend. Anyhow only. I only had an ex & its not even you, get it?

2009-09-26T22:30:00.001+08:00

Me, mum, elder sis & my two aunt that came frm Tanjung Pinang went to Geylang. Went to buy the 'cooking'stuffs such as fish etc.. After then went keliling-keliling ard Geylang, looking at the clothes,brootch & lots more. Eat at pasar Geylang. Continue rounding at Joo Chiat next. Me & sis were soo tired lahh. Go to shop after shop but we just bare wif it lah cos bukan selalu my aunt come to Spore right?? They didnt buy any clothes but they bought kain instead so that they can have it sew there.

Elder sis just had her tooth removed a few days back, I think. Thats the reason to her unusual smile. hehs!

♥ text-ed saying his mum invited me over to eat Soto Ayam. Rushed over to his crib then. Reached there at bout 8pm++. Late already. ♥ waiting for me to eat together. Sorry for being late & thx for the invitation. Hee~~

2009-09-25T15:18:00.000+08:00

I apologise for being'absent' for quite some time.
As you can see, I've changed my blogskin into a much simpler one.
Did some editing here & there, those that I know only.
Im soo bored at home, thats the reason why.
Facebook games have been accompanying me throughout my days at home.
Im trying to find new activities to be done.

2009-09-23T16:22:00.004+08:00

20092009, tarikh yg sungguh indah menyambut tibanya Syawal. Selamat Hari Raya Minal Aidil Walfaizin kepada semua!! Maaflah ye kalau terlambat wish. Maaf juga kepada sesiapa yang ucapan rayanya tidak dibalas. Ampun dehh. Banyak sangat sampai tidak terbalas. Gambar raya semuanya ada di kamera. Belum diupload lagi. Kalau mahu lihat, sabar menanti ya..

Bila berada di rumah Atuk;
Cik: Ni menengah ke ape??
Saya: Poly, menengah dua.

Poly menengah dua tu ape benda ehk?? haha!! Nk cakap tahun ke-dua tercakap lah pulak menengah dua.

Kayy, dahh. Sekian. Tidak ada apa-apa lagi yang hendak dicakap.

ps: bulan bahasa kembali lagi dahh..

2009-09-15T23:54:00.018+08:00

Went to sch at 2pm. Need help frm tt tutor of mine, Zafiz for both Mct & Icapp. Since he's only available at 5pm, I studied Mct only. I can get help frm my classmates for Icapp. Studied for awhile then feel restless. Ape lagi, camwhore sendiri la kan. hahah!!

Ade macam adik aku tk zai? hahah!
How to study when my things are in a mess?
The difference in the pic. Funny right I smile wif my teeth? Gigi kalau cantik tkpe jgk tau. BURUK!!
Ni muka mintak kene penampar je ehk..
Thats all for the camwhore session. Lepas tu sempat tido kejap lagi! hahah!! perangai.. perangai.. Kejap je, tk lama. Tk lama kemudian pulak, 2 gerls approach me. One of them wearing Hss shirt, the other one shud be frm Hss also.

They: Excuse me, I have a story to tell
Me: *blur* (approach me to tell story? ape hal ehk?)
They: Do u have any religion?
Me: Yar.. (soalan mcm ape tuu??)
They: errmm.. christianity??
Me: No lahh. Im a muslim. (thx ehk, christianity pe..)
They: Ouh, ohk. thk you (& they left)

Hairan bin pelik betul saya di buatnya. Dapat tahu Im muslim terus tk jadi cerita. Ape yg nk disampaikn tu ehk? Nk suruh convert ke? Astaghfirullah.. Ni dah kes macam org knock door-to-door ask to convert to christianity. Jauh seyy pemikiran pegi.

Blaja till bout 6.30pm. But still, masih belum habis go thru Mctnye paper. Tkpelah, yg lain tu blaja sendiri. Nk kena independent sekali sekala. Dapat fhm sikit2 pun jadilah. Thnks for ur help mr tutor! Tk suka Mct tapi grade dapat Z.. Terbalik pulak ngan nasib saya ini. Tk suka Mct, kena amek supp paper. Haishh~~

By the time I left lib, da mcm kul 6.40pm. Mane sempat nk buka di rmh kn? Zafiz, his father fetch him. Was walking to the bus stop, bus 8 da terlepas pulak. Nk naik cab, mama kate tgh peak hr, nnti mahal. So naik bus je lahh. Waktunya berbuka, saya tk buka pulak. Hurhur~~ Dah lah tadi dkt lib, stomach saya main musik. Zafiz dgr pulak. Malu kejap. hahah! Tk ingat sampai rmh pukul brape. Balik terus cepat2 mkn, solat maghrib then siap2 gi sembahyang terawih. Rushing giler!!

Maaf ye.. Bahasa saya tunggang terbalik pulak. Da macam rojak dahh. Ni kes asal boleh type je... Power tk bahasa saya? heheh..

2009-09-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

Icapp & Mct supp lesson clashed. Wad?!? Need my help to organise it well?? hahah!!
Went for Icapp instead. Shocking enuf, Im the only gerl there. The rest were all guys. Wad does that show?
1 paper before raya, 1 paper after raya. Bagus lahh tuu..
Thx to those willing to help, its all by myself nw..

Expect the unexpected frm me.
Im sorry~~

2009-09-11T23:07:00.001+08:00

8 sept
Iftar wif the usual mates (Ali, Astuty, Farhana, Fathin, Hafeez & Izuddin) including Aeynn gf & Izzul. Simpang bedok is the destination. Otw to Tanah Merah, bump-ed into Aeynn gf & Izuddin in bus 45. hahah!! Aku dapat predict sebenarnya.. kwang3.... Pastu gi Pasir Ris Park plan nk jalan raya. Semangat or wad? Do u notice its w/o pics this time. I pass my job to my assistant alr. So beyounce, when can I get the pics ehk? Hahahahah!!

9 sept
090909. Its my sayang POP. Went to see it wif his mum. Too bad his sis forgotten to pass her camera to me. Kalau tk, I wud have taken lots of pics alr. Kater photographer mahh.. hahah!!! Use my phone camera instead. Jadilah tuu, drpd takde gmbr langsung. Pics alr uploaded at his fb. Lazy want to upload here. Want to see, go his account lah.

10 sept
My eyes did some exercising for the day. Yeah!! Quite shocking but wad to do... Serves me RIGHT!!! Booo~~~~

11 sept
Its TCC birthday!! Happy 19th Birthday Tini dear. Sorry for unabling to attend ur birthday celebration. I want to have u text-ed but I lost ur number. How?? Padehal boleh tanye2 org kn. No initiative. Me bad, me bad.

2009-09-05T15:18:00.000+08:00

After a long time of not meeting up, I finally get to meet up wif them once again. The plan was to breakfast together at Java Kitchen, City Plaza. Before that, it was actually at Sembawang. Mak oii, tkde jauh lagi ke.. Luckily they have the plan changed, if not, I dun think I'll be going. Lazy to go at first but bcos boyf & dearest Aeynn gf had been asking me out to break-fast together, why not I combine it together? In addition, we get to break-fast wif Dz, Azeez, Hilmi & some others. Its like couple break-fast liddat.

Just today itself, I spent almost 60 bucks altogether. Wahh!! Took a cab frm bazaar geylang wif boyf to lucky plaza as we were late. 5.15pm was supposed to be the meeting time but we arrived like ard 6.30pm++?? Sorry ppl, hee~~ Was busy looking for my baju raya but up till now, still have not gotten it yet. All of my siblings gotten it alr except for me. Grrr~~ Back to where I was saying, we breakfast at some other place at lucky plaza cos Java Kitchen was closed. Not only that lahh, we were even seated separately. Gosh! The place was like quite expensive. I ordered Maggie-goreng, my favourite & I ate like only 3 scoop & thats it. Too much of veggie lahh then the water, cute-mute aje. Boyf ordered his food & drinks twice. Kesian dier, lapar ehk?? Hee~~

We gathered back after eating. I just followed to where they're walking. No one asking where we're heading to. I asked Dz & he said karaoke. Karaoke ehk? Bulan puase gi karaoke pulak. The idea was fine lah. Its just that everyone shud get to know wads the plan. Luckily me & boyf got enuf money for the karaoke session which costs us 15 bucks per person. A cab ride home summore. Nx time we break-fast again, cheaper a lil bit okay? No income lah during holiday. Hee~~ Overall, a great one though lots of improvements can be done on the outing. Byk comment jgk aku ni ehk. Tolong plan tknk tau. Hahahahah!!

Ade je yg nk masuk frame. Hahah!
Aeynn Gf & me

The guys + the girls = The total no. of us that went

Incomplete us. Its a total of 13 ppl altogether
Dekat karaoke session pun ade bulan sabit. Tu petanda suruh pergi masjid agaknye ehk? Haha!

The classmate & my dearest gf plus me & boyf
B4 I end, I'd just like to wish Happy 20th Birthday Rafi!! Not a teen alr. Hahah!!

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